불패여자 : Cheongchun Girls | Joen | Golden Maknae

I am Kim Soeun

Character Name— Kim Soeun

Other Names

— Joen Kim (her english name)

Nicknames

— soeunnie/eunnie ( her members and close friends call her this, simply because it's the 'cuter' version of her name )
                        "soeunnie, come play with me!"
— KimSo ( V calls her this, and in return she calls him KimTae. Together, they are the "KimDuo")
                         "what are you doing KimSo? I miss you, want to hang out with oppa today?"
— eunah ( jungkook calls her that, and she calls him 'kookie')
                        "you know i only look at you, right eunah?"
— second place (jungkook calls her this just to . since they're both golden maknaes, jungkook likes to that she's second place while he's first place and that he is the better maknae among the both of them)
                       "hey second place, how's it going?"

Birthday— september 25, 1998

Birthplace & Hometown — London, England

Ethnicity — Korean

Blood Type — A

Height— 158cm ( she's a smol bean )

Weight— 44kg

Languages

— english ( fluent | since she grew up in London, she doesn't have an American accent like all the other idols that can speak english, she has a British accent )
— korean ( fluent | although she lived in London, she spoke Korean to her parents since they weren't very good with English )
— japanese ( basics | the company made her learn it, but she enjoys learning it on her free time as well )

Face Claim— blackpink jennie kim ( 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10)

Backup Face Claim— baek sumin ( link )

Appearance
The first thing people usually say to Soeun when they see her is, "oh my goodness, you're so tiny!" And that's because Soeun stands only 158cm tall. Although she is petite, her body proportions are good and she has long legs for her tiny self, making her look taller on television and pictures, which is why people assume she is taller than she actually is. Soeun also has fast metabolism and is naturally thin boned, which makes her really happy since she can eat all the food she wants and not gain as much weight (also because all the dancing she does) and roughly stays at 44kg every time she steps on the weighing scale. Soeun was blessed with nice milky white skin and doesn't break out a lot, and when she does it's never tragic. She has big eyes that twinkle and cute dimples that pop up whenever she smiles. She also has 4 piercings, two on each lobe. She wants to get a cartilage , but is afraid of the pain.

Fashion
Soeun would describe her style as "tom girl", a mixture of a tom boy and a girly girl. Over all, Soeun likes to wear clothes that are comfortable. She isn't afraid to show a bit of skin as well, as long as it's not too much. For example, she enjoys wearing crop tops and shorts. Soeun believes she can pull off any look and she isn't afraid to try different styles. She definately likes to keep up with whatever fashion trend there is. The airport is where she likes to show off her unique, but cute and comfortable, fashion style.

General - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13

Practice - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5

Dorm - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5

Formal/Award Shows/Events - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6

Airport - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11

Performances - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 |

Hats - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8

Personality— demure, kind hearted, bubbly (+), timid, insecure, sensitive (-)

demure — reserved, modest, shy | people's first impression of soeun is that she's a very bashful and polite girl. she's usually quiet when you first meet her, the type that is laughing in the background but doesn't say much. her actions are very soft, from the way she speaks, laughs and smiles. it takes a while for soeun to loosen up to you, but when she does you realize that she's a very bright and sweet girl.

kind hearted— having a kind and sympethetic nature | soeun is a really kind girl who is always thinking of others before her self. she never forgets to include everyone in something, never liking the idea of leaving anyone out, even if it's something small like buying a snack for the members (she kindly remembers to buy some for the managers and staff as well). she worries a lot for people, but she is the type that doesn't like it when people worry for her. you can tell that soeun's kind actions are sincere.

bubbly — full of cheerful and high spirits | despite her shyness, soeun is a bright, silly girl, always with a smile on her face. she enjoys laughing and likes people who can make her laugh a lot (thus being best friends with taehyung). she's a pretty happy person and looks at the bright side of things. soeun also has a quirky side to her. she can get a bit childish and weird sometimes, when she's in a really happy mood. she always tries for the best in people, and believes that everyone has a good heart.

timid — showing lack of courage and confidence, easily frightened | although soeun is a bright girl, she is easily discouraged. she's always afraid of failing or doing something wrong, so she tends to not be able to show her full potential at times, and it really frustrates her. being timid is a trait soeun hates having, and is constantly working on. soeun wishes she wasn't so shy at times, so that she could do well in the things she wants to do well in.

insecure — not confident or assured, uncertain and anxious | being insecure plays a big role on her timidness. soeun is constantly comparing herself to others, wanting to improve herself, but at the same time she feels so small seeing that she's not as good as others. being confident is another thing soeun wants to improve on. soeun is actually a really talented person for a young person, but she believes that she has a lot to improve on

sensitive — having or displaying a quick & delicate appreciation of others' feelings | the saying 'sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me' does not relate to soeun at all. soeun believes that words are the ones that can hurt the most. this is probably a really bad trait for an idol to have, but hate comments really get to soeun. every bad comment that is thrown at soeun really affects her and her confidence. another thing about her sensitivity, is that soeun cries easily, but she hates crying in front of people. if she has a feeling that she is going to cry, she will run away to some place where she can be alone. if she gets scolded or yelled at, soeun will cry. the only exception when she doesn't run and hide when she cries is if she's watching a movie. even with movies, soeun is sensitive. if the movie isn't sad but has a really happy and heart warming ending, she will cry as well.

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while performing — when soeun is performing on stage, despite her lack of self confidence, she peforms with such passion. you could tell that when soeun is performing on stage, she is really happy and that she loves doing what she does. she always gives her all when she performs, never dancing lazily. she likes to make eye contact with fans, and gazing at the camera. her facial expressions when she performs is no joke. it's like she transforms into someone else when she performs, her cute image disappearing (unless they are doing a cute concept).

in front of the camera — when cheongchun first debuted, soeun would get camera shy at times, so she wouldn't say much (which is why people thought she was an 'ice princess' and thought she was rude). however, she slowly loosened up and was able to show fans her real personality. what ever she shows on camera, is what she is like in real life.

with the members — soeun loves her unnies so so much, and they're all so important to her. she is very affectionate to her unnies, always hugging or linking arms or holding hands with them. since she's the shortest and youngest member, the members tend to baby her, which she highkey enjoys a lot. she tends to sit on members laps, considering how small she is. she supports the members so much in what ever they do, and sh's always there to cheer them on. she really hates it when the group fights, but every one does get into arguements at times, so she is glad that they can solve the problem within a day. in cheongchun, soeun is the 'little puppy' of the group

in front of fans — soeun loves her fans so much. it doesn't matter to her whether she has 2 fans or a thousand, soeun is always thankful for everyone that supports her and cheongchun. even if she has 1 fan, she will be thankful knowing that someone out there is supporting her. her fans are her number one source of strength, and they really help her with gaining confidence. soeun always tries her best to give as much fanservice as possible and tries to interact with her fans a lot (like at fanmeets and at airports and such).

Likes

pringles — it's her favorite snack
french fries — her favorite food
tangled - she loves that movie and her favorite princess is Rapunzel
movies and netflix — watches a lot when she has freetime
dogs — her favorite animal. she is the type that will stop whatever she is doing to pet a dog, and it is the only time her shyness goes away because she will ask a random stranger if she can pet their dog
babies - thinks they're adorable and always wants to hold them and play with them
pikachu
burgundy — her favorite color
tori kelly and neyo — she enjoys covering tory kelly's songs and dancing to neyo's songs. she wishes to go to both of their concerts someday.
strawberry — especially pocky and milk
stuffed animals - especially rilakummas and tsum tsums! (one time at a fansigning, someone brought her a huge teddy bear and she was so happy she almost started crying)
bubble tea — she loves bubble tea, and hates the taste of coffee.
sports — especially basketball and volleyball

Dislikes

onions
being tickled - she will not hesitate to whack you
needles
negative people - she strongly dislikes it when people bring others down
scary movies - she can watch them, but she won't be able to normally sleep at night for a few nights
bugs / insects - is scared of them so much, she once mentioned that her future boyfriend has to not be afraid of bugs so he can kill them for her
when people chew with their mouth open and make a bunch of noise. it makes her loose her appetite.
thunder
the sound when people crack their bones
being yelled at (she will cry)

Hobbies

watching movies and netlfix
listening to music
playing games on her phone
making singing and dancing covers
learning new songs on the guitar and piano
eating
photography
painting
ice skating
playing basketball and volleyball on her free time

Habits

fiddling with her fingers and avoiding eye contact when she's nervous and feeling shy
runs away when she's about to cry. she doesn't like crying in front of people, feeling like a burden to others.
she tends to hit people a lot, not on purpose though. she does it unknowingly, when she laughs or when someone teases her
smells food before tasting it
dances/wiggles in her seat when she's eating yummy food
smiles and bows at anyone she makes eye contact with
doesn't talk when she's mad or upset
when someone calls out her name, her eyes widen until she spots the person who called her
photobombs people's pictures, even if she doesn't know them. if they catch her, she shyly apologizes and runs away
tilts head when confused
shuts her eyes and covers her face when scared
every group has that one member that likes touching the other members butts, and that's soeun. she just likes lightly tapping it though.
she has the habit of harmonizing when she sings along to songs and she's good at it, the members call her the 'harmonizing fairy'

Trivia

she is left handed, not only when writing, but even when she brishes her teeth, eats, snaps her fingers, etc. she's really bad with her right hand
scared of heights but loves rollar coasters
can play the piano and guitar really well
used to ice skate. she would win competitions when she was younger. she still has some skills in her. (link)
was a contemporary dancer for 2 years (before she became a trainee)
has 3 puppies named yoda and mac & cheese
she's good at playing basketball and volleyball. she also runs really fast and when cheongchun went to the idol olympic show, she got a gold medal for the female race
although she enjoys painting, she can't draw even if her life depended on it
according to the members, she's a pretty good cook
she loves to sing ballads
keeps a pair of chopsticks in her bag all the time and the members make fun of her for it, saying she's basically ready to eat at any time
has athsma
she can imitate pikachu (link, link)
she can dance to any type of music
she can't swim or ride a bike
currently attending school of performing arts in Seoul
her ideal type is beast's kikwang. she's a huge fangirl of him.
has a snapchat — has a streak with bts's' maknae line. her highest snap streak is with V, although jungkook is really close 2nd. also, she is constantly updating her snapchat story.
has an instagram @cheongchunjoen
she facetimes with or calls her family every day or whenever she gets the chance

Background —

Growing up in the streets of london, soeun lived a simple life. She went to school( she was a decent students, wasn't super smart but wasn't dumb either), and liked to spend time with her family. Growing up she was an obedient and shy child, always obeying her parent's rules and such. You could say she was one of those goody two shoes who never wanted to get in trouble (even though there were plenty of times she did). She was also one of those kids who loved and charished their parents a lot. Soeun was always close with her brother. Well, at first when they were both little and immature, they would fight A LOT. But it was just those stupid fights where the younger sister wants to play with the older brother, but he thinks she's annoying so she goes running into her room sobbing that her brother doesn't like her. But, as the two grew older and they both matured a bit, they became really close. Being only 4 years apart, the two had some similarities and could relate with each other. They became unseperatable and they love each other dearly, being the people they can trust the most and talk about anything and evrything with each other. Because soeun grew up with such a loving and supporting family, it made her be the kind hearted, selfless, innocent and hard working person she is today.

Soeun started dancing at such a young age and it was all because her mother decided to sign her up for ballet. Ever since Soeun grew in love with dancing and wanted to expand her skills in dancing and learn different kinds. She learned contemporary for a few years, and ice skating. She would look up some dance videos on youtube and learned from there. Soeun's parents realized that on stage is where Soeun most felt like herself, and where her bashful self shines the most. As for singing, she would just sing as a hobby

Soeun auditioned for BigHit through an audition process online where she had to record herself dancing, singing and send professional pictures of herself. She auditioned just for fun, not thinking she'd get in, but to her surprise the company was very interested in her. At first her parents were iffy about the whole idea with moving to korea, especially Bighit was a company they didn't know of, but after a few days of deciding, they allowed her to pursue her dreams, as long as she was happy.

Family

Friends —

his name on her phone : "kimtaetae oppa"

best friend — kim taehyung // 22 // member of BTS // bright, funny, kind hearted // their relationship is very much like taeyeon and heechul's friendship (1 | 2 | 3 | 4). they're very close and hang out a lot. they can tell each other everything, and taehyung is constantly protecting her from all things evil. they're both silly and fun, thus being the 'kim duo'. although, most of the time it's taehyung doing all the silly actions while soeun is on the sides laughing her head off. she loves spending time with him, and he knows how to make soeun laugh when she's sad and knows all the right words to say. he's a very precious oppa to her.

"oppa, why do you take better selfies than me, this isn't fair" "it's all about the angle kim so, it's all about the angle."

his name on her phone : squishy chim chim

close friend — park jimin // 22 // member of bts // hard working, sweet, fun, kind // like taheyung, he likes to take care of soeun. they hang out often too and they're comfortable with each other. they're really close as well and are dancing and selfie buddies. they're like two marshmallows. they're similar in a lot of ways, especially their personalities. he always teases soeun about jungkook and vise versa.

"you're so cute soeunnie, i want to squish your face." "look who's talking. you're like, the squishiest of squishes oppa. I can't believe you're the same guy with abs."

close oppas — the rest of bangtan

his name on her phone : seokjinnie oppa

kim seokjin / jin // he takes care of soeun and the other members of cheongchun really well, always buying them food and giving them idol advice. to soeun personally, he thinks she is adorable and wants her to feature in one of his future 'eat jin' episodes

"oppa, what do you like more chicken or me?" "... i don't want to hurt your feelings, but i don't want to lie either." "*gasps* oppa!"

his name on her phone : min suga oppa

min yoongi / suga // at first soeun thought suga didn't like her because he was always so expressionless around her. but she found that that he is really just a tired and lazy person, and he's really kind and thoughtful and is the type to take care of people from afar. also, he secretly adores her and thinks she's really cute. soeun admires his talent and hard work

"so i heard from jungkook that you're scared of me..." "what? pft no, me? scared of you? who said that? pft no." "aigoo, you're so cute"

his name on her phone : jung hobi oppa

jung hoseok / j-hope // soeun really likes his personality. despite being tired sometimes, j-hope is always so positive and happy. he's funny and bright and she always enjoys being around him. he is a really good oppa to her. he never fails to make soeun laugh with his loudness.

"don't tell taehyung oppa or jungkook, but you're my favorite oppa." "AHHH YESSSSS" "SHHHHH"

his name on her phone : rap joonie oppa

kim namjoon / rap monster // he loves hearing joen say his stage name 'rap monster' because of her little british accent and he thinks it's adorable. he's really kind to the members of cheongchun and takes care of them a lot like a good sunbae and oppa

"come on, just say it once." i just did!" "say it again!" "no!!" "please?"

her name on her phone : precious jung eunbi

best friend — jung eunbi (eunha) // 19 // member of gfriend // cute, innocent, sweet // they've known each other ever since soeun came to korea to be a trainee at big hit. eunbi was actually the first friend she made at the company and they grew close really fast. unfortunatly, eunbi moved companies but that didn't stop the two girls from being friends. they contact and meet up with each other a lot, and they're still really close. fans know of their friendship and call them '2eun' (*note : just in case you didn't know, eunha used to be a trainee at big hit ^^)

their names on her phone : kim dorkyeon & choi yooyoo

close dongsaengs — kim doyeon & choi yoojung // 17 // members of IOi // dorky, fun, playful // soeun met the two at school (school of performing arts seoul). she met yoojung first and the two automatically became friends. they're both similar, both can't approch people first but once you get to know the, they're lots of fun. soeun then met doyeon and doyeon was able to break through soeun's walls easily and the two clicked. soeun enjoys hanging out with the two because they're both fun people to be with.

Love Interest — Jeon Jungkook (Kim Taehyung / V)

Birthday — September 1, 1997 (20)

Group — BTS

Personality —

the golden maknae of the rising group BTS, is indeed skilled in many things and is the hottie super bomb of many girl's hearts. he's actually shy and quiet at times. he is somewhat like soeun when it comes to meeting him for the first time. he's shy and quiet at first and isn't good at approaching people first, but once you get to know him and he feels comfortable with you, you'll discover that the boy is a huge dork and a major goofball. he often shows a mature and manly image, but in reality he's such a kid and really is the maknae of his group. he doesn't like to admit it, but he loves being the maknae. he's a big softie and a major sweetheart, it's not a surprise that he has many noona fans. he's a polite and kind person, who only has good intentions. he's always open to new things and is always willing to learn more. he's hard working and very passionate about his job. he's also a very competative boy, always striving to do his best.

First Meeting —

the two met when the company had told Soeun that she would be playing the piano for a song (it was for jungkook and rap monster's cover of fool). She didn't know for what or for who, but she agreed because who the heck wouldn't? She was still a new trainee at the time and was nervous about the whole thing, hoping and praying that she would do well.

When she went down to the studio, there was no one there yet so she decided to practice playing and even started to sing the lyrics too. She was doing that for a while and didn'tt notice when someone walked in. The person accidentally banged his foot on the wall, shocking Soeun so she stopped playing and singing. She literally jumped like a puppy, and he chuckled thinking how cute she was. The two just stared at each other for a while, until Soeun decided to speak up first. "Sorry, I-I didn't see you there. Were you here for a long time already?" Jungkook was still shocked from how good her voice was. "No, it's okay. Keep playing, y-you're really good." Soeun shyly curled her hair behind her ear and blushed. She was taken back by his good looks "Oh, thank you."

Since then, Jungkook was snatched and always requested for Soeun to play the intrumental for his covers and suggested her name to play the piano for the butterfly intro. they grew closer and closer each time soeun got to work with him, and the two grew very fond of each other becoming really close friends. being by each other's sides became a habit. they would text everyday and often facetime each other when the two weren't busy. they'd also hang out often and it was obvious the two liked each other, but they'd always deny it.

Interactions —

Jungkook and Joen's relationship is like watching two freshman in high school dating for the first time. they're a two love sick puppies who will forever be in the honeymoon phase. they're really comfortable with each other and have that kind of relationship where they're boyfriend and girlfriend, and best friends at the same time. their relationship is filled with skinship. the two are always hugging or holding hands or cuddling, whether it's joeun hugging his arms or sitting on his lap or jungkook hugging her from behind or playing with her hair. And although they're comfortable with each other there are times when they would get super shy around each other, thus them being like a young high school couple. their relationship is very cute and sweet.

jungkook is very protective over soeun, getting irritated whenever she wears too revealing clothing and gets super jealous whenever other boys look at her. he's very sweet towards her, always making sure that she's okay and he takes care of her really well. even though joen is younger than jungkook by a year, there are times when she seems likes the older one between them. she often cooks for him takes care of him, and she often checks up on him, reminding him he needs to do this and that. (however, jungkook lovesss being called oppa by her)

jungkook is very much aware of soeun's confidence struggle and how fragile she is on the inside so he's always there to help her boost up her confidence. he was there for her when those rumors about her being a rude snob was spreading around and she was getting hated on before she even debuted. he's always there supporting her and telling her "good job, you did so well. i'm so so proud of you". he admires soeun's talents and wishes that she can realize how talented she is as well. Soeun is very thankful for Jungkook always being by her side. He is her rock and her knight in shining armor.

in the beginning of the story, they're not a couple but they're really close friends who obviously like each other but they don't know yet. it's frustrating to the people around them because it's like "just get together already!!" Jungkook decided to confess to her shortly after soeun debuted, and they started to date secretly since then, only their group members and company knew, and they're really good at hiding it from the fans (although there are a bunch of fans that ship them.)
i guess their relationship is like this mv (link) LOLOL
their relationship is very much like joy and sungjae on we got married
whenver Jungkook and Joen are having late night cravings, they always go to a bubble tea cafe near the bighit building to satisfy their cravings and to just spend time together at the end of the day. They both enjoy going to arcades and to relax by the han river (the make sure to go at a time when no one is around so they won't get caught). They go out for ice cream dates, since they both love ice cream
they do this thing sometimes where they hold pinkies, instead of hands. (but it always ends up to holding hands at the end tbh)
since they have a slight major height difference, Jungkook tends to lift Joen up when they hug, since he's so strong and she's so tiny
Forehead kisses and eskimo kisses happen often
Backhugs and cuddles also happen a lot in this relationship
they're just a really cute couple. the type you'd call "goals"
he likes to take pictures of her whenver they go out 1 | 2 | 3 | 4
Soeun always gets jealous whenver Jungkook talks about how much he likes IU, and Jungkook gets jealous whenver Soeun talks about how much she likes Kikwang. They get into childish and not serious arguements about this.

"Ah, IU sunbaenim is so beautiuful~"

"Yah, who is your girlfriend here?"

"Y-You, but I mean just look at her! Her voice is so beautiful, I wish I can do a duet with her."

"Why don't you just break up with me now, so you can get with her?"

"Hey, you know I'm just kidding."

"No, it's fine. I have Kikwang oppa anyway."

"Yah."

"He's so hot"

"Yahhhh!"

Love Rival — Kim Taehyung / V (park jimin)

Birthday — december 30, 1995 (22)

Group — BTS

Personality —

A really unique and fun guys. A big goofball who is at the same time very sweet and precious. He always seems to be in a good mood, even when he;s feeling tired. He's an even bigger softie than jungkook, his love for animals, babies and his family proving it. He talks a lot, so if you're the type to get annoyed easily, you shouldn't be around Taehyung. He's always full of energy and is always hyped up. He has a big sense of humor and is really fun to be around. He's really sweet and kind and precious and he just needs to be protected at all times.

First Meeting —

hey first met at the company. soeun was in the practice room alone, playing with a toy car she found just laying there. no one was around so she figured that it would be okay for her to play with it. she was enjoying herself and was playing with the toy car for a while, when taehyung barged into the practice room, panting like he just ran a marathon. he pointed at the car soeun was playing with and said, "My car! That's my car! Someone help, my car has been stolen!" Soeun was shocked at first but then laughed at his childish ways. She politely apologized and was gonna return the toy when taaehyung, being the friendly social butterfly he is, put the toy car back to soeun's hands and said "let's play with it together. it's boring if you just play alone." since then the two have been very close and soeun is very thankful that he broke down her shy walls so quickly.

Interactions —

just like best friends. he's the type of best friend that always protects her and is always there for her when she needs someone. she's a bit clingy over since she cherishes their friendship so much. they make sure to text every day and to keep their snapchat streak going.he likes to treat her out to food, such as ice cream.

taehyung develops feelings for soeun, but he keep it a secret because he knows about soeun's relationship with jungkook. he wishes that him and soeun could be more than best friends.

Stage Name — Joen ( her english name )

Persona

— sour patch kid ( in the beginning, people thought Joen was cold because she was quiet and shy, but when she loosened up they started to realize that she was a sweet and cute person who has a huge childish & playful side to her *sour patch kid's motto is 'first they're sour, then they're sweet' )

— golden flower ( she's the golden triple threat of the group, and she's constantly blooming like a flower, one by one slowly showing off her talents )

Position— the golden maknae ( the golden unnie )

SINGING TWIN — IU - link, link, link (lovelyz jin +)
DANCING TWIN — blackpink lisa - link, link (sixteen chaeryeong +)
RAPPING TWIN — red velvet irene - link (IOI yoojung +)

Training Years — bighit ( 4 years )

Trainee Life —

soeun remembers walking into bit hit's building feeling very nervous and scared. Being a trainee is indeed as tiring and stressful as everyone says it is. But despite that, Soeun was a really hard worker. She'd practice until the wee hours of the morning to improve on her skills. She would complain every once in a while for being tired, but even though, she liked it because she was doing something she loved to do. Soeun always remembered to stay humble and to not forget the person she was when she first stepped into the big hit building. She promised herself that even if she does get famous, she still wants to be that humble and hard working girl she was back in London. Soeun did have some close friends as a trainee, but not much. There were a lot of people she knew of and they knew her, but they would just would greet each other in the hallways for she wasn't super close with many people. To be honest, when Soeun first entered the company, she wasn't really good as everyone else. But with hard work and determination, she did improve a lot. She believes that hard work really does pay off.

As a trainee, Soeun practiced her singing because when she first entered, she wasn't that good. But throughout the years, she improved a lot and became one of the higher singers among the trainees. As for dancing, she always enjoyed dancing so it was an easier catergory for her, so she was a top dancer as a trainee. Although, she was so used to dancing gracfully in ballet and contemporary, that it took her a while to get used to dancing so sharply and strongly. however everyone thought she was really good and improved in hip hop a lot. soeun learned how to rap as a trainee, though, and grew interested in it.

Soeun was a insecure and timid person when she first stepped into the building. Everyone in there was so good and intimidating that she would loose confidence a lot. There were many mant times when she wanted to give up and go back to London, but she decided to keep going. Being a trainee, not only did she work on her skills, but she worked on her self confidence as well, which took quiet sometime. It was really difficult for her to do, but she learned how to step out of her shell and gain confidence. On stage is where Soeun feels belonged. Despite being a shy and timid person, Soeun loves being on stage, thinking it's the only way she can express herself in a way she loves. On stage is where she feels content.

Pre-debut Experiences —

— played piano for jungkook's cover of nothing like us
— played guitar for jungkook's cover of paper hearts
— played piano for BTS's prologue MV

Scandals

— judging off of her predebut and debut pictures, which is all of her with a serious, cold face, people thought she was rude and snobby, thus her receiving a lot of hate before she even debuted

Username — strawberrybaek

Nickname — melissa ^^

Activity Level — 8/10

Comments/Suggestions— hello author-nim! ^^ if there is anything wrong with my app, just let me know and i'll fix it right away! and i hope you don't mind i used blackpink's jennie as a face claim.. i know she doesn't have a lot of pictures, so that can be an issue >< (omg but i just say how cute jennie is when she smiles, like she has the biggest baby face it's so cute, she's such a squish) & i know you didn't ask for talent twins but i put it anyway, because why not LOL

song suggestions : whatta man by IOI, first love by after school, whistle by blackpink, one more day by chocolat

Scene Requests — (you don't have to do all of them, but here are some ideas~)

lots of cute moments between jungkook and soeun
soeun getting an athsma attack and jungkook leaves in the middle of his schedule to go visit her at the hospital and stays with her until she gets better
love triangle drama with taekook hohoho i.g. jungkook getting jealous about how close soeun and taehyung are and vise versa
cheongchun variety show with bangtan i.g they go to those haunted places, or an amusement park
soeun having a mental breakdown before debuting, and jungkook comforting her
joen duet with rap monster (this)
joen singing with taehyung, and jungkook gets jealous ( this. basically jungkook is wooyoung HAHA)
joen goes on the show 'king of masked singer' and sings secret by taeyeon (link)
i'm assuming since they're both 'golden maknaes' they'll have a lot of collaboration stages so - 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Password — tbh i don't really have an otp LOL i really like taeny's and vmin's friendship, if that counts