I broke with my bf recently cause he did a big mistake. 

He lied abt everything to me, everything. 

And I was mad ofc, but I cant just leave him.

I've tried to ignore and leave him but I cant. 

He always blame himself since then, 

And ive apologized him when he said the truth.

I cant help this feelings, all these time he lied abt everything. 

Yet we know that we still love each other, and its me who cant let him go. 

I text him everyday like I used to do, but he is just so busy.

He told me the truth, and idk whether I shd mad or understand with his reasons. He is busy, like too busy that I dont have time with him. 

Now, he seems so far. He is busy cause he really is, not because he wanted to ignore me or else. 

But I miss him, too much, too fckn much 

Shall I leave so we both can moving on easily ? Or how ? Idk what shd i do. I just love him so much