Loving can hurt, thats true 

You will do anything for the one you love even it will hurt you like hell. As long as they are happy, you will do everything for them.

The time when they starts to walk away slowly for your life is the hardest part, they say nothings change and they promise to stay but it feels like they are already leaving you behind, alone. Sometimes you just cry out your heart out not knowing why, maybe the reason is them. They said call me when you need me, but you ended up crying all night alone. You wont them to know that you are crying but you also wants them to be with you when you feel sad. 

Trust me, thats what they said. But when you are just miles apart from them, what can you do. Sure you will truat them with all of your heart, but sometimes there is something that makes you unsure about them. 

All you want from them is their times. You want their times so you can always beside them. When you have no idea about whats happening about them, you will wait them. Dont care how long it is, you will wait. And sometimes I wondering why I have to wait, why I always the one who waits, and when they come back, why I always be there for them. 

Its all because you are love them so much that you dont care about your own heart. You just want to give them the best of you while you are broken inside, like really broken.