Dear…

             How are you?? Are you alright?? What are you doing now?? HaHaHa… Though these questions keep popping in my head, I'll not ask you anymore…

            Well, we have to make choices in our lives… And in our case, i let you to choose… i know you will not choose me from the start… that's why i leave… i don't want you to feel annoyed with me anymore…

            But, kid, don't… don't act like i hurt you since you are the one who hurt me first… don't blame on me, plz… i was hurt more than 1000 times than you… i had to change my whole life just to make you happy…

            Yeah… i have to deal with these fakes to make you believe that i am happy with my new ones… i have to hide my tears and wear a fake smile to make you believe that i'm okay without you… it's too difficult for me, you know??

           Since you don't like my presence in your life, i just have to do like this… if i don't keep someone beside me, i can go crazy becoz of you… huuuu… i had to try a lot… But… As long as you are happy, it's enough for me… even if i don't know what is happiness anymore…

           Okay… Okay… It's nothing… I just miss you… Too much tonight… Keep smiling like today… Though i can't share your happiness anymore, i still treasure your smile the most… dunt cry even if u r drunken… Okay????

           ByeBye… Goodnight…

             PS : I Love U…