emotions went from 100 to 0 in a flash, just because of one comment from my parents and now i am over thinking everything. I can hide it from my parents, but the hurt and the lonelyness is still there and it is painfull. I dont know who to turn to and i am second guessing my friends. i dont even know who my friends are anymore. who am i? what am I? do i even belogn here? am i just a burden to people? it hurts to think like this and it is ruining me but i cant help it. i have never been good at keeping some of the friends i made and i am really bad at talking to people without the fear of being judged and left alone.. I dont know what to do rigth now. im just a mess and I just feel so closed in and scared,