anyone a bit too obsessed with their bias?
I'd like to start off with that I have never, ever, had a celebrity crush before. I remember in middle school girls would gawk over boybands like One Direction or good looking actors and I was just never interested. I never had a celebrity crush, but then Day6 debuted and oh my gosh, I fell so hard for Jae it honestly angers me so much how much I like him. Why am I angry? Because I know I have a better chance of winning the lottery, getting hit by a meteor, you guys get what I mean, but like I have this hopeless crush on him despite knowing I probably will never meet him or if I did I doubt it would be anything special than him meeting any other fan. I do not understand this and I don't know how to cope with this ;A; like I said I've never had a "celebrity" crush before and I always thought it was weird how people get crushes on those they've never met or don't know really but like asdfjkl; I guess this is just karma for me. Logically, I know this is just a stupid crush and will go away when I meet someone I actually click with and like, and I'm going to sound like a total fangirl (which fyi i hate rambling over my bias) but I sometimes imagine what it would be like dating my bias. Please don't judge me because I bet you guys have done that too once >~< It just suuuuuucks though because everytime I see his picture I smile or when he does something I just asdfjkl; I don't even know. Is this normal??? I know this definitely can't be healthy but what do you guys think? Have you had this before? It honestly feels like a disease I can't shake. I'm so gross I know
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