It has been ages since I've actually written a post on my own blog, so doing this after a while seems awkward. Not that  hate typing, but after using twitter, having a blog seems so long winded. :P

Since I am busy, as written on my profile, I will be disappearing every now and then. I'm missing my One Mistake, I myself am curious to what is gonna happen since now, I'm heavily relying on my brain to come up with whatever will happen next. I'm not married so I don't even know what it is like being a married woman. Yes, as I have said to my unni(s) and dongsaeng(s) that I feel a little disappointed in it. It went to a point of giving up since i find it y myself. But no worries, I have no thoughts of depleting it at all. That story will remain as my first love since that is the story that bring me here to meet loads of awesome people.

Coming back after a month disappearance, I've heard some people leaving, some have thoughts of leaving, some are preparing to leave and some is mainly taking advantage of other people. These are aside from people who are busy with their own stuff but seriously what is up with that? These ppl, are leaving mostly due to the immature people here.

It's not like getting popular here is a big deal now is it? It is not like you will be on the media for being popular here. No offence to some, but i realise the polls are taken advantage of and those getting featured, not all your stories are as amazing as the veteran writers here and winglin such as heroslilbit, pinkalicious, pockyroxmysox, AngelWithoutWings etc. Maybe I'm being bias, but that is my honest opinion.

Before AFF got popular, the meaning of getting featured is just mere motivation for other writers to learn from them and write either the stories better or with lesser grammatical error. On top of that, it comes down to your own style of writing. That however seem like something that have been forgotten since people are trying to grab attention of being popular here. Why? The more friends - whom you might not know half the time - are better? Why not do something conducive like building trust with your friends on top of just making friends with them rather than stepping on them to get to the top. THAT IS PRETTY SELFISH!

Don't you dare tell me that reality is UNFAIR or in life you have to be SELFISH. Cause that to me, is just PLAIN BULL! I get my darling's getting bashed fr stupid reasons - being blame for stepping on others, making them misunderstand among one another. You must have no life now have you?? On the contrary, aren't the ones who blame others are just putting the blames on themselves? You said they are stepping on others, but in actual fact, YOU are the one doing so. Yet you have the nerve to say it about others. Why not reflect yourselves before typing it here to hurt others?

I for one DO NOT even bother about the popularity here, quoted by a friend of my unni, Flirtygirl23;

Being featured isn't anything wonderful. I find it more as an opportunity for others to read your story, to give you a chance as a writer. But isn't it much more interesting when readers find your story, ON THEIR OWN?? I think so.  It's like real life, you don't want people trying to befriend you for what you have or what you own. But for YOURSELF. I find it rather depressing how some authors have destroyed themselves with thinking all the publicity is important. It really isn't. STOP LYING TO YOURSELVES FOLKS!

Seriously, you dont have to be popular to even be a good writer. Cause when people come upon you, they have nothing but plain RESPECT. need me to spell it out for you?? or even tell you the DEFINITION of RESPECT?!

If you, ever come close to my precious dear friends, any of you freaking little faggots!!  You are ING screwed!

Ai