I wanna ad my fics and I might do that a bit later today actually but what I really wanna say is that the more busy I am and incapable of writing, the more inspired I am to write which freaking pisses me off. 

I have these 4 Kaisoo fics cooking at the back of my head this entire year but they demand so much attention that I simply don't have time for. I really want to write them though. 

3 of them will be dedicated to my friend who helped my come up with them through a kind of long rp we had going between us. 

The plots we came up with were ing amazing and we helped develop it all to complition and I promised them I'll write a fic about them one day but then we lost contact and I hope one day they'll be able to see the fic and enjoy our ideas written in a story. Or 3. 

AND THIS ONE AWFUL HORRIBLE STORY I BEGAN LAST YEAR AND NEVER CAME TO FINISH ABOUT THE ********. Like holy how much I wanna finish it but also want it to be good and touching and terrible and kill everyone who reads it inside. 

Sighs I want to have a busy summer writing my off ;; I hope I'll live up to it.