Crying Over Spilt Milk

Okay, so I don't attend a regular school. I am currently doing ONLINE schooling.

It is terrible.

For starters, learing things this way is hard and you can easily get distracted by the internet.

I realize it's my fault that I am doing this but still, don't my parents want me to go a good college?

Like my grades are terrible now, and I'm actually trying.

So I take science, English language arts, algebra, and computers.

My computers teacher is an idiot who won't properly explain things so I have 2 assessments that I can't turn in because I DON'T FLIPPIN KNOW HOW TO DO IT!

Science has been the suject I've always hated and nobody helps me with it.

ELA is actually okay, besides the fact THAT SOMEHOW I GOT PUT IN TO ENGLISH HONORS!

Algebra/math has always been my strong suit, but since I got transferred (after 1st semester last year) I've been having to redo everything. This year I was supposed to be taking geometery but I didn't finish algebra last year and have to take it again.

My grades currently are as follows:

Scince: D+

ELA: C

Algebra: B-

Computers: B

I can't return to a regular school if I don't pass with a B or higher, if I have ONE B-, no regualr school.

Science I'm trying to bring up.

ELA I can't bring up because I wasn't able to turn in and finish this essay in time and I can't make up for it.

Algebra I think I can bring up to a B or higher for the end of the year.

Computers is about to go down a lot once my teacher puts a "0" for those two assessments that I didn't turn in because SHE DIDN'T FLIPPING EXPLAIN GODDAMMIT!

 

So good-bye regular school, I'll miss you and my chances to go becuase my parents can't realize that doing school this way is bad for me.

 

 

 

I'm having so much trouble staying alive half the time, but then I remember all the people around the world that I've said I'd meet. That I'd become a singer/idol.

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sleepingprince
#1
Its not over yet ... Have you try talk to your parents about it? Dont give up . Do your very super absolutely best to push your grade.. Maybe you can seek a tutor or something to help you understand better. Never give up. Your future is in your hands
_enterdream5_
#2
I guess compared to you I don't have as much as a problem, but I have a similar frustration with my high school ;-; like, ALL our tests are going to be harder and they want to try a 'new curriculum' because the government says we have to, cos they want to 'push' this generation, but really they're just giving us harder tests .-. and then the teachers actually don't know what to do or teach because they're just as new to the changes as we are.
yeah, school , fighting unnie!! /o0o/
vivigoku
#3
omg ! I never really know about online schooling..
try ur best unnie ! u can do it . If u don't understand anything in science , search in youtube . it helps a lot :)
MissMinew
#4
I don't know how much I remember but science (biology in particular) used to be my fave subject when I was in high school - and I'm educated radiographer so some physics/biology is still there. And I used to get a B or higher in chemistry. I got A in physics without even trying, idk how I managed that.
Anyway - point is; if you need help with science, I'll gladly see if I can be of any help. I won't make your homework but I'll try to explain if I remember. ^^