새벽 : 왕 메이 잉 그레이스
ashleylau. ash. 7. 積読本.
wang meiying grace
"i want ice cream but it's too far away T.T"
PERSONALITY TRAITS
(+) energetic, hard working, innocent, caring, humble, obediant
(-) emotionally sensitive, dense, childish, quick temper, depressed, mawkish
(+) energetic, hard working, innocent, caring, humble, obediant
(-) emotionally sensitive, dense, childish, quick temper, depressed, mawkish
ELABORATION
*she is based off of boo seunghwan of seventeen. also, sorry for the bad description. i'm bad at these ;;*
grace always had this energy that seems to never die. she was always upbeat and full of energy when doing something. it gave off postive vibes to everyone around her. it gives her a good perspective on life along with giving her the good ability to convince others on her view. also, she is always the party or she finds a party (if that makes sense). it's kinda like a beagle, always energetic. sometimes, it does it get annoying but it's needed because we can't have negativity ruin lives, right? moving on, with all that energy she has, she makes sure (or tries to at least) that it's used for a good use. this is why she is hard working. she is dedicated and driven once she set her heart and mind to it. she believes that if she gives it her all that she will be able to suceed. in some ways, that view is probably one of the things why people see her as innocent. heck, she is innocence as the white snow. she doesn't get alot of inappropiate things or dirty slangs or anything that someone who has already dirtied the water would know. it's a good thing since it perserves her mind but it makes her look dumb and slow at the same time. no matter, she really doesn't care about that. she cares more for others, seeing that she feels like one of the things she can do well in live is care for others. it's nice because grace tends to watch others and care for them in their own special ways and needs. it's kind of like a mother who works as a doctor. they are keen and do things that help you physically and mentally. sadly, it seems like she forgets to care about her self. humble of her right? grace was never one to hog the spotlight or take credit for something she took little part in. she doesn't even really like it when all the attention is on her. she tends to make sure that everyone shines. the reason being is that grace thinks that she couldn't have achieved a lot of things with others. this is why she is so humble and can never take credit for anything. such a nice kiddo. actually, the kiddo is pretty obediant. it may be the way she was raised but hey, it's better than no obediance, right? grace was hammered down the importance of obediance, which resulted her into a good listener and doer (if this makes any sense at all). she will do what she is asked to do with the no complaints. that doesn't mean she doesn't have her moments of disobediance though.
to every good, there is a bad. grace has those bads along with those goods. she is emotionally sensitive, prone to getting her feelings hurt more quicker than an average being. she doesn't take critique and hate well since she feels like she isn't good enough. grace hates it because it makes her seem like a person who refuses to face reality. she willing to face it but it stings. rather then getting angery, grace tends to get upset over things that pertain to her in a negative view. when she criticized or has hate towards her, it's her natural response to get upset and hurt. she hates it and tries to do something about it but she can't. it's quite childish as critism is good for the soul. grace knows this but she can't help herself. she can come of a bit immature and foolish, seeing that she has't fully matured yet. she has a lot of things she needs to learn but for now, grace is in her own little kiddy world. someone needs to burst that bubble soon since grace doesn't know how to take a hint. she is pretty dense to things that pertain to her. it's really irritating as she is oblivious to it and always needs the 411 update. it's also ironic how she's aware of others but when it comes to her, she is a goner. just make sure when you burst the bubble you are cautious. grace is quick to anger and will not be afraid to have her anger bubble up. it's really ugly, being a lady and all. on top of that, it makes her seems like she has anger issues due to the fact she can get angered real quick. thankfully grace is aware of this and is trying to curb it but she can't help it sometimes. in general, it could be hormones, grace has a lot of emotional problems. however, there is nothing bad as depression. in some ways it is your stereotypical depression but not at the same time. you see, grace grew up in a twisted mind set home. she faced a lot of harshness in the world. growing up and creating her own thoughts, grace came to the conclusion that she was broken and not needed. you know the saying that people with the brightest smiles are the ones who are the saddest. that is grace right there. she doesn't know why she is like this but she just loses everything to hold on to and wants to drown in lonelyness. ironically, this is common in teenagers, trainees, idols, and well the most of the human population. last but not least is that grace is mawkish. there isn't much to say but that she get's sick pretty often and it has to do with her weak immune system.
grace always had this energy that seems to never die. she was always upbeat and full of energy when doing something. it gave off postive vibes to everyone around her. it gives her a good perspective on life along with giving her the good ability to convince others on her view. also, she is always the party or she finds a party (if that makes sense). it's kinda like a beagle, always energetic. sometimes, it does it get annoying but it's needed because we can't have negativity ruin lives, right? moving on, with all that energy she has, she makes sure (or tries to at least) that it's used for a good use. this is why she is hard working. she is dedicated and driven once she set her heart and mind to it. she believes that if she gives it her all that she will be able to suceed. in some ways, that view is probably one of the things why people see her as innocent. heck, she is innocence as the white snow. she doesn't get alot of inappropiate things or dirty slangs or anything that someone who has already dirtied the water would know. it's a good thing since it perserves her mind but it makes her look dumb and slow at the same time. no matter, she really doesn't care about that. she cares more for others, seeing that she feels like one of the things she can do well in live is care for others. it's nice because grace tends to watch others and care for them in their own special ways and needs. it's kind of like a mother who works as a doctor. they are keen and do things that help you physically and mentally. sadly, it seems like she forgets to care about her self. humble of her right? grace was never one to hog the spotlight or take credit for something she took little part in. she doesn't even really like it when all the attention is on her. she tends to make sure that everyone shines. the reason being is that grace thinks that she couldn't have achieved a lot of things with others. this is why she is so humble and can never take credit for anything. such a nice kiddo. actually, the kiddo is pretty obediant. it may be the way she was raised but hey, it's better than no obediance, right? grace was hammered down the importance of obediance, which resulted her into a good listener and doer (if this makes any sense at all). she will do what she is asked to do with the no complaints. that doesn't mean she doesn't have her moments of disobediance though.
to every good, there is a bad. grace has those bads along with those goods. she is emotionally sensitive, prone to getting her feelings hurt more quicker than an average being. she doesn't take critique and hate well since she feels like she isn't good enough. grace hates it because it makes her seem like a person who refuses to face reality. she willing to face it but it stings. rather then getting angery, grace tends to get upset over things that pertain to her in a negative view. when she criticized or has hate towards her, it's her natural response to get upset and hurt. she hates it and tries to do something about it but she can't. it's quite childish as critism is good for the soul. grace knows this but she can't help herself. she can come of a bit immature and foolish, seeing that she has't fully matured yet. she has a lot of things she needs to learn but for now, grace is in her own little kiddy world. someone needs to burst that bubble soon since grace doesn't know how to take a hint. she is pretty dense to things that pertain to her. it's really irritating as she is oblivious to it and always needs the 411 update. it's also ironic how she's aware of others but when it comes to her, she is a goner. just make sure when you burst the bubble you are cautious. grace is quick to anger and will not be afraid to have her anger bubble up. it's really ugly, being a lady and all. on top of that, it makes her seems like she has anger issues due to the fact she can get angered real quick. thankfully grace is aware of this and is trying to curb it but she can't help it sometimes. in general, it could be hormones, grace has a lot of emotional problems. however, there is nothing bad as depression. in some ways it is your stereotypical depression but not at the same time. you see, grace grew up in a twisted mind set home. she faced a lot of harshness in the world. growing up and creating her own thoughts, grace came to the conclusion that she was broken and not needed. you know the saying that people with the brightest smiles are the ones who are the saddest. that is grace right there. she doesn't know why she is like this but she just loses everything to hold on to and wants to drown in lonelyness. ironically, this is common in teenagers, trainees, idols, and well the most of the human population. last but not least is that grace is mawkish. there isn't much to say but that she get's sick pretty often and it has to do with her weak immune system.
BACKGROUND
• november 29, 1999 in chesire, north west england, manchester, england, united kingdom, a girl was born. she was a buddle of joy, seeing that her parents were happy to have been blessed with such a feat. however, would the girl think the same as she grew up in the twisted minds of the family? in some way she she did think the same way but in other ways, she thought different. growing up, she didn't think too much of life. she didn't know that the world was cruel and that she was just another chess piece to this endless game life plays. her childhood was okay, seeing that she made so life long friends along with enjoying the advantages of being a child. heck, she was smothered in love and care as she went on in life. but life started to change when she became of the age of learning and understanding. oh how she wished that she didn't have to grow up. as soon as grace hit the age of 5, her life changed big time. she no longer lived her nice life, but rather was forced to work for it. during the ages of 5 -8, her parents became strict and no longer the warm smiling parents grace knew. no, her parents became monsters who cared too much about image and pleasing themselves. they demanded alot of grace, signing her up for a lot of extra curricular and even put her in private academy along with letting her attend tutoring. grace wasn't sure on how to react with this new change in life. she assumed it was normal and tried her best to do well in what her parents asked her to do along with gave her to do. however, slowly did she realize that this was wrong. it was berating on her soul along with energy. was life really filled with competition? it didn't help that she wasn't living up to her parents expectation as that only brought on harsh words and slaps. slowly over time, the girl developed self-esteem issues along with depression growing. but she didn't know as no one told her it was okay to feel that way. she was told that she only felt like that because of guilt of not doing well. it didn't help that everything she did and enjoyed was supressed as quickly as they came up. grace slowly found herself drifiting away from the world because of this. also, all those extra curriculum where dropped and were replaced with everything academical. this crushed her due to the fact that grace danced from a young age and the extra currilucum that her parents cut out was dance. my life was grace's thoughts.
finally, grace reached 9. she thought her world would change and that she would break free from the horrid reality she lived in. yet, nothing seemed to change and she was still bound to this cruel world. during this time period, grace started to eat less and would cry easily. she couldn't enjoy life anymore, her parents had one. she was washed away in pleasing her parents and doing well. it didn't matter who got in the way, as long as she did well, that kept her parents at bay. poot thing, no one knew she suffered so much. that she was hurting so much because the girl would put up a front and give a smile that one would believe was oh-so natural. however, her older brother could see that his little sister wasn't his little sister. on the night she turned 10, he confronted her. he told her that the way she was holding herself would one day break and that she would lose herself. he told her that he was there for her and that it was okay to feel the things she felt. it was okay to cry and to release everything she held in. that night, grace broke down and cried the hardest she would ever cry. ever since that night, grace decided to reaproach life in a different light. around the age of 11-13, grace and her brother became closer. during that time, they bonded and her brother showed her his escape key from everything : music. because of him, grace learned music along with the sensations it brought to her body. the sensations that felt so familar. it was dance, grace had began dancing again. also, grace realized that she shouldn't try to keep everything in. thanks to her brother, grace started to lighten up but it was a shame he didn't anything quicker as grace's mind and soul have been tainted with bitterness and remorse. oh well, at least grace got a chance to revive herself in some way because it's better to be alive than dead in a world of pain. the reason being is that pain is outiside but beauty is inside.
finally, grace reached 9. she thought her world would change and that she would break free from the horrid reality she lived in. yet, nothing seemed to change and she was still bound to this cruel world. during this time period, grace started to eat less and would cry easily. she couldn't enjoy life anymore, her parents had one. she was washed away in pleasing her parents and doing well. it didn't matter who got in the way, as long as she did well, that kept her parents at bay. poot thing, no one knew she suffered so much. that she was hurting so much because the girl would put up a front and give a smile that one would believe was oh-so natural. however, her older brother could see that his little sister wasn't his little sister. on the night she turned 10, he confronted her. he told her that the way she was holding herself would one day break and that she would lose herself. he told her that he was there for her and that it was okay to feel the things she felt. it was okay to cry and to release everything she held in. that night, grace broke down and cried the hardest she would ever cry. ever since that night, grace decided to reaproach life in a different light. around the age of 11-13, grace and her brother became closer. during that time, they bonded and her brother showed her his escape key from everything : music. because of him, grace learned music along with the sensations it brought to her body. the sensations that felt so familar. it was dance, grace had began dancing again. also, grace realized that she shouldn't try to keep everything in. thanks to her brother, grace started to lighten up but it was a shame he didn't anything quicker as grace's mind and soul have been tainted with bitterness and remorse. oh well, at least grace got a chance to revive herself in some way because it's better to be alive than dead in a world of pain. the reason being is that pain is outiside but beauty is inside.
RELATIONSHIPS
⭐mother | wang biyu | 45 years old | chinese teacher at manchester high school for girls | hard working, quick temper, mawkish, caring | she is alot similar to grace in many ways. that's probably why the two seem to have some friction as one may disagree with the other but the other disagrees with that. in the end, biyu is trying to do the best for her daughter. it's just that she doesn't know how to express that well.
⭐father | wang donghae | 47 years old | petroleum engineer | dense, humble, childish, energetic | the caring father that grace respects but have some rough feelings. donghae doesn't know that he did a lot in pushing grace over since he views it as tough love and helping her grow. none the less, he loves his daughter and just wants her to live a good and happy life when she gets older.
⭐older brother | wang zhihao jason | 21 years old | senior at university of manchester | energetic, emotionally sensitive, quick temper, caring | the two are pretty close with each other. they are always calling each other and jason is making sure that his baby sister is okay. he is pretty overprotective over her and hates it when people judge her. however he wishes that grace could wise up a little along with open up a bit more to the good things in the world.
⭐close friends | keighley strauss | 17 years old | student at manchester high school for girls | intelligent, bratty, snarky, generous | yes, she knows she is spoiled but she enjoys it. it's weird to see that grace has a friend like her but honestly, keighley isn't that bad. yes, she has her moments but keighley means well. keighley is always giving grace advice when grace is in a tight spot. on top of that, keighley makes sure that grace is aware that keighley is her number one fan.
⭐close friends | paul roberts | 17 years old | student at moor allerton preparatory school | sarcastic, quirky, humerous, possessive | growing up with paul was a rollercoaster ride. he was an emotional mess since the day he was born. however, don't let his tempermental anger fool you. paul is actually pretty smart along with loyal towards his friends. however, he can't say much about that to grace since there was a time period where he did not talk to grace at all. but putting wounds aside, the two are close as paul is willing to help grace in whatever she needs help in.
⭐close friends | kim jihae | 17 years old | trainee under dsp | hot headed, understanding, mature, insensitve | suprisingly jihae friended grace when grace was a trainee under dsp. they two got along fairly well since they were differents along with some similarities. the two seemed to have a calming affect with each other as one felt secure with the other. moving along, these two girl are pretty close seeing that the two share a lot of items along with secrets.
⭐close friends | park barom | 16 years old | student at school of performing arts seoul | shy, kind, sensitive, awkward | one of the other few korean friends that grace made friends with in korea. these two are actually like siblings, seeing how they are super close with each and care for each other. barom holds no feelings of liking grace in a romantical way but rather in a familiar way. the reason being is he is gay but no one knows which is kind hard on the poor guy. anyways, just think of kang yeon doo and ha dong jae from sassy go go.
⭐love rival | ryu sejeong | 18 years old | member of lovelyz | outgoing, bright, dark, evil | honestly, sejeong is a nice person but not a nice person to grace. it's funny seeing that they were close to each other in the beginning. what happened was grace confessed to the older girl saying that she liked seomin and the next the younger knows is that sejeong stopped doing things that involved grace. grace wasn't aware that sejeong had the same feelings. honestly, sejeong doesn't play dirty when it comes to this 'love game' that she started. however, she can not have the feeling of grace one-uping her so sejeong does her own thing with seokmin too.
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