Conceal. Conceal. Conceal.

Afterall that's all I can do. I'm nothing. Useless in fact. I'm just in dumb. I swear to myself to stop writing posts like this. But i just can't. Keeping it all inside is just ridicilous!

I can turn crazy! Oh wait, already am. Few steps ahead towards insanity. But still sane enough. And I ask myself why. Why don't just turn into one already? Being sane is torturous. 

Making me questiin everything. Is everything fake? Is my life fake? Am i faking my sanity? What am I doing right now? I'm crazy already? What am I? What am I doing? 

With no shoulder to lean on, what'll you do?

No. 

What will I do?