I don't really make posts like this....

Anyways.

It's been four years since the first day I started up this account! Although I've
been writing longer than that....

Right now, I have somehow accumulated 10k karma points. Maybe that's not for some of you
but to me 10k is wow! I've never thought that I would pass 1k subscribers because
who would want to read my writings?

Most of the stories I've written are one-shots/two-shots /pwp...
I'll get to this later.

Anyways.

I won't say that I am getting better in terms of writing in English.. Ahaha- but
I'll admit that I have come a long way.

Why do I write so many /pwp...

Because they're simple and easy and I've never been able to commit to write
something long and complicated. Real life is hard and complicated enough,
I don't want to burden myself to write something long and complicated.

((but why not write fluffs and non-????????? because sometimes
those things are boring and i want to write something raw, brainless,
and almost non-emotional)).

After all, I write to de-stress hence, the hahahah.

I only have two biggest regrets so far, namely my lack of effort to talk to my
subscribers and most of my subscribers are so quiet. The quietness is probably
caused by my lack of reaching out. For that, I would like to apologize. I am sorry
for ot reaching out to you.

I want all of you to know that I appreciate and grateful to all of you (even if
you never leave a comment on my stories) because without you guys, I won't
have the motivation to try to get a little better.

Hm.

I've probably made you guys so uncomfortable why I am so fussy about you
leaving comments.. Simply put: we, fanfic writers, really really really like
comments. I don't know, okay. We just like the thought that there's someone
somewhere reading something that we thought as a disaster and tell us that
the monstrosity we created is awesome.

It's a nice feeling guys.

I guess we all wanted to be noticed.

(senpai notice me please).

If you guys are shy or something; it's okay. I am shy and awkward. Talk/write
to me, I am always happy when people talk to me because I can't start
a convo even when my life depends on it IRL or online. (i'm working on my
conversation skill, promise).

There are days when I feel so down and just sad and feel like there's nothing
that would cheer me up ever, re-reading your comments always makes me
feel better. Still sad but, at least, better.

So, talk to me or leave a comment! I'll do my best to reply everything!!!

((forgive me if I reply your comment like 210940 years late because I tend to
procrastinate. I am sorry about that, too)).

Hm.

That's all from me.

Thank you for the amazing four years, AFF folks!!

Oh.

Yes.

I've never put a disclaimer on my fics so I'll just put the four years worth of
disclaimer here.

DISCLAIMER: I'VE BEEN WRITING FANFICS FOR FUN NOT PROFIT.

There.

title taken from the lyrics of "asleep" by the smiths.