I finally have the time to write this.

((headbangs to the dubstep break in Runaway)).

ROYAL PIRATES IS BACK I AM SCREAMING AND CRYING INTERNALLY ((because I don't want to freak out my roommate by doing them externally)).

Guys guys guys omg idk if im being biased or anything but i like the whole album like omg omg omg. im a spazz im sorry. I really like the lyrics of "U & I" and "Without You" is ruining me emotionally. And ugh they're perfection personified I'm so proud of my babies. I am so sorry for being such a fangirl and such a biased fangirl. I just.

ok deep breath.

ANd I just watched the mv and wow. I am in loss of words, this comeback has left me incoherent. I just miss them a LOT. They've been through a lot and I am just so happy for them because they get to come back with new music.

AND JAMES.

JAMES WITH FACIAL HAIR AND CAN I JUST CRY ALREADY???? I AM SO USED TO HIS CLEAN-SHAVEN-ISH LOOK AND NOW LOOK AT HIM OMG?

JAMES ugh.

((im soo sorry for being biased but))

I really, really don't know how to express my feelings about him because I write about him but I also admire him as a person ((he just looks like a very, very, very pleasant person)). ((like omg guys the guy's almost perfect does he really exist)). Anyways. When I heard about James' accident my heart broke for him since he plays the bass and all.

Then I read this article. [[click here]]

I don't know if I am just being too emotional or what but reading the excerpts of those articles, I cried a bit. I don't know I am just so sad for James and I can't imagine how he feels and and and.. I don't know?? I am just so sad for him???? 我希望他会坚持. I only read the excerpts of articles and I already feel so sad for him I just can't imagine how he feels and I know I can't do anything for him but I don't know????? And in the mv and some SNS pictures, we can really see how bad his wrist is, I just feel so sad???? I almost cried when I saw this picture of him.

HOW DID I GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER THIS??????!!!!

Okay. Deep breath.

AND CHANGMIN ENLISTING. OH MY GOD?

I know it's been like 33872 years since the official date of Changmin's enlistment but I just gotten around to write about this. Omgosh. There's no word that can describe how I feel about him enlisting, like I didn't feel this emotional when my first bias ever, Kim Jaejoong, enlisted. And then BAm, I saw a picture of him with his head shaven and I just- DASFJKL.

Like I said, there's no word to describe how I feel about Changmin enlisting. Since Changmin is enlisting, I guess this year, Junsu will be celebrating TVXQ's debut anniversary alone.

((I DON'T NEED ALL THESE FEELS)).

I am out. That's it. I am out. I am too much of an emotional wreck right now.