Facade
Every time I see a portrait of happy family,
I smile I’m happy for them..
Every time I heard the news someone expecting a newborn,
I smile I’m happy for them..
Every time I attend someone wedding,
I smile I’m happy for them..
Every time they ask me when will my turn be,
I smile..
I smile and keep smiling..
What else can I do..
I can’t answer them..
Cause even if I want to I don’t have the answer..
I’m also searching for the answer to that question..
Please.. Stop asking me that question, I didn't knew the answer..
Even though I’m smiling, Even though I’m happy for them, it doesn't mean it didn't hurt me..
Cause they do..
I’m also a normal human being..
Also have a feeling..
I’m also afraid of loneliness..
Stop remind me of my lonely life..
I’m trying hard to distract myself, comforting myself, they will come when the time is right..
But those question didn't help..
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