I just hate myself

I hate myself for being so weak. I hate spending almost 2 weeks in the hospital and living all these days on the medicaments. I hate having insomnia almost every night. I hate not being able to finish all that things I promised to do because I am so in' sick. I just hate of being so tired of my life. I am really tired.

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joondaes
#1
hey sweetheart don't feel too bad about yourself :(a lot of happens and it's not your fault for spending weeks in the hospital to have proper treatment, right? i kind of feel the same way every night but i'm fighting it because there are greater things in life that i've always refused to see. i know a simple "cheer up" or "it's going to be okay" won't make a difference. been there. it's a difficult pattern. you can talk to me about it if you want to. i'm just one message away.
-Tigress-
#2
Don't hate yourself, or say you do. Stuff happens. If you're feeling pressured I am sure Lib understands, I mean, things come up, things happen, we can't always do what we said we would in a timely manner. It happens and it's not something to stress over, just tell her (or us in the chat too) and we're always happy to lend support or understanding or help. Hugs! And lots of hugs ♡
sleepingprince
#3
Take good care and get well soon :) Dont hate yourself for being sick. No one wants to be sick but as human we are proned to it . The only thing you can do is to take good care . Fighting