That feeling when you open AFF and see that your the most favourite author deactivated her profile. And I just wanna cry. I know that it is so stupid to cry over fanfiction but she and her stories brought me on this web a year ago. And I... I just don't know what I feel now.Disappointment in myself, that I love something so much, that I forget how to breath. And the worst part that despite the fact that I don't know what happened to her, I don't think she will come back.

My dear myeonmyeonnie. I really hope that you are OK. I don't know what was your reason for deactivating your account. But... It is so hard to express your feelings for the person you don't know personally. I had really ty days last 2 years, but your stories somehow made them brighter, made them better. I know you won't read it, but I really hope you are happy.

I can't even think that I will not see the end of "Hired by the Boss", that there won't be the end in this story.