I Just Don't Know

I don't know what to do anymore...I'm unhappy in almost every way possible...I just feel like I'm trying to survive, I'm not living anymore.

There's nothing to be proud of, my self worth is constantly cut down by the person that I should be able to trust the most.

I don't feel worth anything anymore. I am expected to give the highest respect, yet I am not respected as a human being in return, none of us are.

We are just puppets to be used to try and stabilize the emotional levels of one person. Ten people are used. That's all we're worth now.

I don't feel loved. I feel used. I feel emotionally abused. I feel bullied. And I hate myself.

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sleepingprince #1 Mar 10, 2016 05:53:31

You need to first accept yourself. Self acceptance is important . Learn to love yourself more regardless of the situation. From there things will slowly change. Then go seek for help. You can always talk to the counsellor , friends and etc.. Most important thing is never give up on yourself. If you want others to treat u well with respect so you need first show it to them by loving yourself well enough. Stay strong . I know life can be hard but that dosent mean you cant make it. You can.

cathe_ #2 Mar 10, 2016 00:35:53

Hey, dear. If you need someone to talk to, you can message me. :)
Honestly, I am no where near getting better, but I can, in my own way, at least distract you for awhile. When I started talking to people here in AFF, I felt happy and I kind of gained confidence.

nkenyang #3 Mar 9, 2016 23:58:23

Aw~ you're not alone~