so ive been trynna write a new yoonmin story and im liking it but its gotten no love or anything. ya.. well i feel my life has been kinda like that like i feel very lonely lately and i dont know why. I kinda know i guess. now im in high school and eveyone has these crazy stories and theyre younger than me and they datin and stuff and all i do is lay in bed bc no one wants to hang out with me. its a sad life. i have a spam acc on instgram and only the friends that i trust follow me but they never like or comment or anything so i always feel like im annoying and when i post about it no one says anything so i feel like i have no real friends that care about my interests. and now that instagram has that new view feature i get more insecure bc now i can actually see everyone ignore me and i hate it bc i know im no ones first choice and i know that i dont have a lot of friends and i try to stay confident but i cant sometimes you know. Sorry ill stop. Im rambling and no ones will read this anyway... so hows your life. hoefully its all good.