how could one person ing ruin me

i just

i can't write

i can't do anything right anymore

i'm just in a ing ruin

so disabled

i don't think i can last three months

i was somewhat happy earlier

what happened

how could he do this to me

why can one person destroy everything i tried to build up

how can he

i thought he was my friend

he's so toxic

i'm looking at the road i have to cross to get back to school

and my heart is palpitating

i feel so dizzy from the blood in my head

three months is an excruciating time

i can't do this anymore

it's all my fault

i'm so disabled

can i even make it across the road

i feel like i will crumble in the middle and let any car hit me on the way

i'm a ing wreck

bye