I have listened to this song so many times, especially while I was watching You’re Beautiful. But it has never impacted me the way it did today. Tears escaped me while I listened and read the English translation to this song. The reason I cried, isn’t because I can relate to the lyrics, it’s because of the opposite. I might write about love, but I have never experienced it before. I have liked guys before, too many to count, but never anything serious that I would cry for them or really feel anything if they did something ‘hurtful’.

 I see how my oldest brother is in a happy marriage with his best friend, my sister is engaged to the most amazing guy she’s ever dated and who treats her like a princess, and my other brother that has always been a player and always said he was never going to go steady is now with a beautiful girl that changed his whole perspective of love. And I stand in the sidelines wondering when it’s my turn.

It’s not like I’m desperate. It’s not like I cry every day because I feel alone. I admit that I’m still young and have plenty of time to find the right guy that I could actually love. Like anyone, I doubt that day will ever come. Is it so much to ask to fall in love with a guy? I want to feel the pain that comes with it, I don’t care as long as I feel something.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaCI7Ymn1Jo

(The song with english subs)