I feel like writing in bold color today.... I heard the song 'Hopeless Love' by Park Jimin(AOA) yesterday, and it hit me hard. It took me back to the time when I had a crush on my best guy friend which was when I was 12-16. He returned my feelings from the time we were 13-15. Except,  he never told me. I only found out that he had returned my feelings, a year later, when we were 16.  It just felt hopeless and I never really found a song that so perfectly matched before. I'm still half in love with him, I guess. He never really leaves my life because our parents are really good friends. He was also my first love. And doesn't the saying go something like "... a first love never really leaves..." I don't know if that's what the saying is, but that's how I interpreted it. Anyway, I just needed to rant and I didn't really want to burden my best friend right now. I usually talk to her but she already deals with all the other problems that I share with her. How do you, at least, minimize thoughts of your first love? Any solutions? Comment thoughts... please.