alright so i'm here today to talk about some stuff.
due to some things happening irl, i will be off for some time. i'll still be around to try and get apps done and update my things but i probably wont respond to messages or comments like i usually do and things will be delayed.
why? because i need to get my life together.
i've been seeing a lot of stuff about me and honestly i don't blame people.
i'm probably the most horrible human being out there, and i acknowledge that.
i'm a huge and i need to be put in my place as someone has said.
and i'm not gonna sit here and make a sob story about being hurt or anything to be this way, no.
yeah some bad has happened in my life, my dad was deported and now is in jail, but this only contributed to my depression and not how much of  a i am.
i've just always been a , and yeah, you can go ahead and say what you want about "just stop being a " and stuff like that but, really? if it were that easy wouldn't i have done it years ago?
the thing with me is i'm very indifferent and easily offended, as well as bipolar af.
i can be nice, trust me, ask my closest friends, and i'm sure scotty could possibly testify with that as well
i know that others can be the same way, like me and my mother we often have fights bc of how bratty i am, but i still love her and she still loves me.
anyway, i'm rambling.
if i've hurt you, i want to sincerely apologize because i am fully aware of what a terrible 15 year old i am, especially to people in the applyfic community.
there's no excuse for what i've done, and i hope you can at least view my apology well.