I have not written any post in a while. So I decided that this would be the topic for today.

I don't know if it's just me...or not...or yes...or IDK.

But I'm a really awkward person when it comes to boys and dates.
Like...if a boy asks me out my first thought is: "Is he joking?" "Is he messing around?" "Probably he just wants to go out with me to make fun of me." "What if he's not serious about it." Generally, I can't trust boys. I have the feeling that they're trying to lie to me and that they're not being honest.
I have this friend....and he's like my best guy friend but before becoming friends I went through hell with him. He was calling me, giving me presents, his friends were shouting behind my back telling me that he likes me, called me his girlfriend, often took his phone and called to bug me about it.
Or this one guy who stopped talking to me when I told him that I didn't like him back and asked him to stay friends.
Maybe that's why I don't trust boys.

Yesterday I made an experiment and asked who'd date me in a status on FB. The guy who 'volunteered'... I refused beause...he tends to be a bit overly-erted and is shorter than me....He said: "Have fun dying alone."
Waah I hope I don't die alone.
What's with me and not being able to find a boyfriend srsly? :D
I must be that ugly. :D

Should I go ask boys out instead. But it would be strange to message someone: "Hey, you don't know me but I kinda like you...So go out with me."
No?
I need to be advised here .....guys? Help?
'cause there's this cute guy and the other one and then tons of them every day when I walk out. But hey....of course they'd appear when I have no make up on!

In the end I'll just start dating girls. I'm telling ya. I have no problem dating girls....Everyone's a bi- to some extent. :D
Should I date you guys?
Being in a relationship with my subbies.

You must be an awesome person if you read that rant till the end...I love you. please comment. I'm one really confused human being.
#girlproblems