01/14/16 {A message for the Birthday Boy}
Kim Jongin,
Hello, ultimate bias. Happy birthday, dork! It's 2016 and yet I still can't afford you (your concert, I mean). Thank you for being my ultimate inspiration. People find this very OA about me liking some guy who sings and dances onscreen but doesn't even know my name but anyway, it's a sacred way of life for me. Lol I'm laughing tbvfh why I brought myself into this trash. It's super self-sacrificial but I'm enjoying it.
You're just one of the main reasons why I live on with my life, to be honest. Your music makes me giddy, your dancing makes me ehem and everything about you makes me...happy. That's it. You're an imaginary boyfriend which I put into fake 'long-distance-relationship' scenarios. You always look straight and manly, but I would totally opt gay ships for you too. Insert indirect KaiSoo.
You have always been one of a kind. It doesn't matter if your skin's dark lmao anyway mine's just as dark as that. You look healthy, anyway. I don't really care if you have pimples and some people find you unattractive. For me, you are always naturally enchanting. I don't care if you in singing. Although you get only about five or seven seconds for a singing line, it would always make me squeal. Your voice is cute like that. I don't care if you don't have a good sense of fashion and you'd rather bring paper bags instead of designer bags in airports. That's what I like about you...you're simple (simply hard-headed HAHAHA kidding).
I like you not because you have abs, not even sure if you still have 'em. I like you not because you're hot.
OKAY I'M KIDDING I REAAAAALLLYYY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE HOT GDI.
Okay, now seriously, I like you because you are Jongin. That doesn't mean that I don't like your 'Kai' side, 'kay? I just like everything about you. I love everything about you and everything you do. You did your best and look! You have come so far, bebe. I am proud of you.
Twenty or thirty years may pass, I will still be proud that I stan you. I would gladly hand this knowledge over to my children, to be passed on to my grandchildren and so on and so forth. You're a BIG part of my history (insert song History d'aww) and you brought down most of my crushes/biases lmao be flattered you littleshisgsgtrgrhrhrhhdgdfgjhit. And even though I have a long list of biases now, you're always gonna be ma numba wan. Three years, still going strong! Goodluck in everything, keep it up!
You will never have the chance to read nor understand this but I love you. I always do.
You are beautiful.
Happy Birthday, my Kim Jongin ❤️
P.S. My mom said I looked like I was making a ritual for your birthday cake. I don't know how to bake so I bought a small one nearby lol. Ily again. #HappyBirthdayJongin #HappyBirthdayKai #KaiDay #JonginDay #KkamjjongDay #Squid
And I hope I can continue the fanfics I made for you too. :( Hopefully.
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