1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Easy, never lighted one in the first place...
 
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
At the moment? ....Confused, but that has more to do with me than with anything else
 
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd say you'd had to be insane and change the subject immediately
 
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Yes, a couple of times these last months, but we're good now.... I think
 
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
I don't know exactly.... hence the confused at #2
 
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing, I want it to be the week after, then I'll be able to see a specific person again

 
7: Do you want to be single?
I dunno, one thing I'm confused about
 
8:Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stayed in for most of the night, then I decided to take a roundtrip with the bus to clear my head at 10 pm. Was back in at 11:30 pm.
 
9: How late did you stay up last night?
I guess about 00:30 AM
 
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
Yes and I felt like an idiot, giggeling like a love sick schoolgirl
 
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Hot water with lemon and honey, water and again hot water with lemon an honey. I have a sore throat.
 
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
No, I either like you or I don't
 
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
No, but I'm pretty quick with telling a person I love them. and I totally mean it, but it can be in several degrees for me.
 
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yes, my husband and a friend (?)
 
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Depends on how hard I've fallen for them. But my life has been full of rejections, so I'm kind of used to them by now.
 
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
No, married
 
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Uhm... watching Forever, I guesss
 
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Yes with a friend of mine. He had cold hands.
 
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Easy, I don't drink. I just don't like the taste of alcohol
 
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Nothing, not planning on having kids... ever
 
21: Do you miss anyone?
Yes, a lot actually, but he sends me messages, so it's ok. Can't wait to see him again.
 
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No, I don't even understand why anyone would kiss me... I'm not that interesting
 
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
No, on a couch I guess. He was standing next to it and I was kneeling on the couch, looking up at him.
 
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes, but if you really know me (there's only one person that knows all of me) you can see it by my actions and the way I behave
 
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes, that is the only reason I cry. I can't cry for any other reason. But this happens maybe once every 5 years or so.
 
26: Who did you last see in person?
My husband, he's standing behind me in the kitchen
 
27: Are you listening to music right now?
Nope, I'm watching a series
 
28: What is something you currently want right now?
Not to be confused, that's the main thing in my life right now.
 
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Thank you, my husband gave me another mug of hot water with lemon and honey.
 
30: How is your heart lately?
Also confused, luckily health wise my heart is ok. I had it checked out once I started suffering from panic attacks last year.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Not so much, only when it's freezing cold outside or I want to hide from the world.
 
32: Are you wearing socks?
Yes
 
33: What do people call you?
Mostly by my name, or bi'tje, or omi.
 
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Does messaging count?
 
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yes a lot at the moment, the confusion creates a lot of them
 
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My husband, I shared a bed with him for the last 17 years of my life I guess
 
37: Did you do something bad today?
not yet, but it's only 10:45 AM, I can do something bad later on...
 
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite hugged you?
Last Monday, we had a LANparty over at our house and I hugged all the guys (12 of them) when they left
 
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
No not really, but since my anxiety attacks started it's way too easy.... :-(
 
40: Will you sing today?
I cannot sing, I may produce some sounds, but I wouldn't recommend anyone to listen to it.
 
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Yes a lot, on one hand I want to be honest with them but the reprocussions for it will be bad... so bad... So I'm biting my tongue, which is so not easy to do, but it'll save my skin as well so I really need to.
 
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Depends, mostly to my bff, she knows everything about me and still loves me. She doesn't judge me and always listens and tries to help me. If it's not life threathening, my husband. And I've noticed that telling your problem to a total stranger can be of some help.
 
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Yes, once. I was in a terrible car accident. I was unconsious at the time so I have no recollection of the trip to the emergency room
 
44: What are you listening to right now?
My fingers typing away on my keyboard
 
45: What is wrong with you right now?
I have a sore throat and I'm f-ing confused
 
46: What is on your wrists right now?
A Casio watch on my left wrist and 2 thin gold bracelets and a jawbone up3 on my right wrist.
 
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
I don't recall, I know I bought it somewhere in BC, Canada when we were on holiday there.
 
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Neither, don't like the taste of both. I can only stand cold chocolate milk and cold apple cider (with not so much alcohol in it)
 
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No, I didn't know that was a thing
 
50: Are you a good artist?
Nope
 
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
It can be, but it can be hard, confusing, spitefull and just terrible at times as well. But you should just enjoy it either way. You have loved and have been loved all the same.
 
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
No, perhaps everything was "better" then, but I really like to find myself again and to do that I have to move forward and not live in the past.
 
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
No, not even set foot on a gol course...
 
54: Do you have trust issues?
yes and no, depends really on the person
 
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
No, I'm not a talker and especially not on the phone
 
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
I don't even know what it is
 
57: Do you use chapstick?
Yes, in winter times
 
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
I don't think so, or it must have been a playfull slap
 
59: Do you have a little sister?
Yes, she's 4,5 years younger than me
 
60: Have you ever been to New York?
No, never been to the US before. O I lied, I've been to Hyder, Alaska but that doesn't really count. I was there for about 2 hours or so.
 
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I think so, but not in a love love capacity. More like a friendship kind of thing, I guess.
 
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yes a lot, see #38
 
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Reading fanfiction on AFF
 
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
No not really. I might have thought it wasn't a smart move, but regretting is such a strong word.
 
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
At the moment I would say yes, but he hasn't been in my life for too long
 
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes, they were on the same night, but if that doesn't count then no, it were 2 persons
 
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Yes
 
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Sleep with someone. I hate sleeping alone.
 
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I don't know yet.