「ㅤ게임제로。ㅤsong junseo

junseo : SONG JUNSEO
--cinnamon : cee : 3/5
 
full name : song junseo 송준서
nickname(s) : 
  • jun ; used by most people who know him rather closely. but actually, whoever call him by this nick despite close or not, junseo'll always respond to it.
  • songjun ;  a special pet name only his older sister use, and in return, junseo use songchae to address his sister rather than using noona traditionally.
birthdate : february 3rd, 1996
birthplace : sejong, south korea
hometown :  seoul, south korea
ethnicity : korean
languages : 
  • korean ; fluent, a native
  • japanese ; intermediate, self-learned during his trainee years
 
  
looks aren't that important
faceclaim : jeonghan ; seventeen
backup : ren ; nu'est
height & weight : 177 cm ; 56 kg
bloodtype : b+
appearance : 
 
junseo stands tall at 177 cm yet has a rather slim figure. junseo is quite thin for his height, and not really muscular despite all the workouts he did. at first sight, many people mistaken him as a girl because of his shoulder-length locks, his fair skin, and of course his slim figure. before the company made him grew his hair out, junseo had a short black hair. junseo has a very eccentric taste if he has to choose his own outfit, and not with the stylist. he can wear a thick ugly sweater and short denim during summer, or even a turtleneck and no one can really stop him. though daily, if he's busy with all routines and practices, he'll wear comfy tops and sweatpants allday, with a manbun or ponytail of course.
 
don't try to disappear
personality : 
 
outgoing, kind, attentive ; impulsive, insecure, submissive 
 
junseo is a really complex boy. he tends to appear confident, witty, and so brave. he befriends people easily. junseo is really warm and loving to people around him, he is attentive to his surrounding. he's the one who be the ice breaker on awkward circumstances, somehow he wants to always please other people. he doesn't like to be in charge, mostly because he feels closer to people when they are the ones who demand something from him, and being able to actually give them what they want makes junseo happy. this slight of submissiveness is symptomatic of someone who is looking for that approval to feel like the attention, and therefore affection, is directed at him.
 
in the same way, however, junseo is actually very insecure. he has a very visible outward confidence and he has an ability to charm people in both a friendly and flirty way, But he has a lot of “am I good enough” moments inside of him and that's make him always need someone to tell him "yes, you're doing ok, you are great". this side of insecurity would make him need to be surrounded by affectionate people that can reaffirm the fact that he’s not going to be left alone and that he IS good enough. junseo also tends to act impulsive. he have the tendency to act upon his initial emotional responses, he cries when he is sad or even just touched, unfortunately this also mean he barely can manage his anger, he wouldn't shy away to call someone out when he's angry and never manage to disguise his emotion when he's upset.  
 
background : 
 
junseo goes by the name song junseo. he was born on february 3rd, 1996 in sejong, south korea. his parents died when he was 9 from a car crash, leaving junseo and his sister, chaeyoung. both of them then moved to seoul to live with their only grandparents. a couple years after that, junseo's sister got her first role in a musical, and after a few months, their grandparents died. young junseo at that time was depressed, his life was so miserable, and at that time, music was the only thing that could distract him from reality.
 
as time flies, things got better. in 2008, junseo decided that he wanted to be an idol. he came to a lot of auditions, sometimes with his sister, but no one accepted him. in 2009, he came to the 5th jyp ent open audition by himself. there, he met a few people that eventually become his friends, he went through the audition, and finally got into jyp entertainment as a trainee. at the same year, his sister got engaged to a businessman from busan, and since then, chaeyoung left seoul and moved to busan, leaving junseo in seoul, by himself. during those years he live by himself, junseo found out about the fact that he's attracted to guys. in between his trainee years, junseo debates with himself about his uality, he still can't accept himself.  
 
likes : 
  • chocolate coins
  • ugly comfy sweaters
  • action figures of superheroes
  • football; though he can not play at all
  • board games
dislikes : 
  • morning
  • jewelries; even it's just a necklace or a simple bracelet
  • working out, he still do workouts nevertheless
  • cleaning and cooking
  • being distrupted when he's sleeping
hobbies : 
  • singing, anytime anywhere
  • collecting action figures, mostly online
  • playing guitar and making songs up 
habits : 
  • tapping his fingers to nearest surface when he's anxious
  • tugs his own hair frequently
  • frowns deeply when something bother him
trivia : 
  • not a morning person and takes a long time to even function in the morning
  • grows his hair out since 2013 after jy park himself told him to
  • has an older sister, song chaeyoung, and both of them are orphan
  • though he appears like a girl, he neither can cook nor clean
  • his favorite team is manchester united, and he idolizes david beckham
  • junseo cried when he watched david beckham's last game
  • had an ankle injury in late 2013 during a dance routine
  • he makes songs up when he's bored
  • his favorite superhero is batman
  • idolizing super junior's yesung and ailee
  • active on sns, his twitter is ngjunseo
 
broken connections
relationships : 
  • song chaeyoung ; older sister (1990) ; she is a musical actress and married to a businessman from busan. chaeyoung and junseo lost their parents in 2005 and since then lived with their grandparents. they are so close, and junseo loves his sister more than anything. he trusts her so much and can't lie to her. chaeyoung understands junseo the most. everynight, junseo calls chaeyoung to tell each other their day, or even just to say good night. 
others : 
  • friend ; twice's jungyeon ; among other girls in twice, jungyeon is the one junseo close with. both being 96 liners make them connect someway.
  • best friends ; got7's junior and btob's minhyuk ; the three of them met during the 5th jyp open audition back in 2009 and shared the same stage of audition. though having age differences, junseo got along with both of them fine. junior helped him a lot with his dance during trainee years, meanwhile minhyuk, though became a trainee at another company, kept their contact and never hesitate to call junseo at times. 
 
 
  
star in the spotlight
stage name : junseo
persona : the heartthrob
position : main vocalist
backup position : lead vocalist
talent twin : byun baekhyun ; cho kyuhyun
 
trainee years :  6 years
TRAINEE life : 
 
junseo got into jyp ent through an open audition back in 2009. he was 13, and he knew nothing but singing. he barely could dance, and definitely didn't understand a thing about acting. with his voice, junseo managed to fight his way along with the other trainees, though, in early 2011, his voice broke because of puberty and junseo got so much pressure because of that. fortunately, he could find comfort in his sister and his closest friends. as time flies, junseo became more confident with his routines, and even got the opportunities to appear in a few music videos of his seniors.
 
predebut : 
  • 2013 ; cameo in 15&'s somebody music video
  • 2015 ; cameo in 2pm's my house and miss a's only you
 
 
  
romance isn't for everyone
love interest : btob's jung ilhoon
backup love interest : bts' jeon jungkook
 
personality : 
 
affectionate, respectful, easygoing, clingy, insensitive, possesive
 
jung ilhoon is the type of guy you like to keep around as long as you can. he is kind, friendly, polite, and always treat people around him nicely. he likes to entertain and laughs a lot. though, he's quite insensible to read some situations, moods, or even emotions. not all the time, but mostly. ilhoon befriends a lot of people (if not everyone) but only keep some to count as close friends. he's kinda possesive with them, and one of his possesive behaviour shows through his clinginess with them.
 
background : 
 
it started from lee minhyuk. junseo's friendship with him, somehow led junseo to attend one of btob's gig in seoul back in 2014. junseo, at that time was in awe seeing and feeling the atmosphere of the concert hall, he didn't expect minhyuk to drag him to backstage and met the rest of btob's members. and there he is, jung ilhoon, introduced himself confidently, all smiles. junseo knew that he's screwed, yet he didn't manage to keep his distance away. so after that, they become friends as well, and soon after, ilhoon became another person who cares so much about junseo, but never realise his true feeling.   
 
relationship status : 
 
crush ; junseo being himself fall for ilhoon helplessly, yet he doesn't have the courage to tell it because of his fear of people's opinion on his uality.
 
 
everything is so awkward
comments : 
 
hello! i'm sorry if my app turns out to be this long, and i'm so sorry if you can't understand it because my english is awful. god, this is weird but i like junseo so much, he's complex, his personality traits contradict each other, but he's so fun to write, so i hope you like him too!
 
as for things i want to tell you (if you really consider to pick him), i'm not sure about his love interest. i think it'll be best if it's stay as crushes because junseo himself still finding self-acceptance hard, so maybe his crush interaction with him should be limited, and maybe make him find comfort in someone else instead (like another member maybe?). aand, i really like this applyfic, so good luck with the story! :)
 
scene request(s) : 
  • one of the member of night finally realise about his uality, but junseo push him away at first. then, this member try to talk junseo down and say it's okay to be gay. and they be bestfriend!!
  • the scene where junseo finally accept himself.
  • please please please, group big fight! 
suggestion(s) : nothing at the moment
password : byun baekhyun
 
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juvenal #1
your review is up!