Kinda long but i would appreciate it if you would read it and leave a comment. 

Part 1

OK so basically some more stuff has happened since prom in may. So there have been some pretty weird things. 

So first the soccer games, the first time i see him after the summer is at a soccer game. He Ignored me. Like he saw me and ignored me because his girlfriend was there. then he did something totally unexpected. He put his arm around her in a possessive manner. They NEVER do that. EVER. It was the weirdest thing because he put his arm around her and then looked at me. And the possessiveness was literally radiating off of them. The next soccer game it was so hot out i wore a very thin shirt, and god couldn't help but let it rain. It poured adn even hailed. So you could see thought my shirt completely by the end of the game. I was giving my friend a hug when he saw me. He gave me a full up and down, but didn't oogle or stare unlike some of the guys. but didn't say anything to me. The rest of the soccer games were pretty much the same. He would either ignore me or say hi to me. 

Ok so, twice after this he talked to me. Once was asking me if i wanted leftover pizza and the second was asking how i was while we were helping a lady carried pies to her car. He was so nervous while talking to me that his voice was literally shaking he was so nervous. It was very weird because he is normally pretty confident.

Next is the week of Halloween. Ok so this was strange.

two nights ago my sister and i decided to go to haunted house, and i told her to invite three of the boys from my old class because i knew they would enjoy it. One of them was this guy. So when he first gets there he says hi and he starts to talk to another one of the boys. he starts to ask me some things and one of them was "are we going somewhere after this?"and he asks me this multiple times throughout the night.  So we are standing in line for the haunted forest and he is in line behind me. and he just drifts closer and closer to me. until he is only a few inches away from me. and him and i talk a little bit about mindless stories before we start.

once we get in there it gets interesting. we are going trough this partially outdoor haunted house and we go into a house with black out curtains, and we are all holding onto each other so that we dont get lost in the maze. we are all touching each other in some way, and I keep alternating between the guy and his friend because they were closest and at one point someone grabs my hand. i wasn't sure who it was so i didn't say anything, and i didnt pull my hand away but then i hear the guy ask "Who's hand am I holding?". and it was his voice. "Mine" is all i said and he was like "Oh ok. I just didn't want to loose you guys." and i just hummed an ok. and then he let go and moved infront of us. i think he thought i was his guy bff that he had been clinging to and not me. 

When we got back into the main part we were having fun running around and stuff and my friend noticed that i ended up by him avlot though the maze. They boys kept saying they weren't scared, but they were speed walking though the haunted house. and when we gott out they were all saying things like "That was fun." "We should go to another one." The guy even looks right at me and says "we should see a scary movie." and i said "Scary movies are fun." and he smiled. and then we all went to leave and he leans out his car window and looks like he wants to say something to me, but doesn't. after a while he calls me over and asks if i have something he could use, I didn't. and he said he would figure it out then. (while he was talking our friend turned up the car music and he looked os mad at him and they guy turned it down.) 

ok so then i see him the night after that. We walk into the gym and hes right near the entrance. there literally is that look in his eyes when you want to go over to someone but can't. and i didn't want to disturb him because he was working and he couldn't do much cuz he was working, but he smiled. We talked when his shift was over for a short amount of time but then he had to go work. He was messing with a mustache on a stick later in the night. (making faces and at his gf who was completely oblivious) and i saw him and smiled, and then he started doing it to me. for a good minute. and then he got up like he was going to come over to us but just went to his gf. I didn't see him the rest of the night, but when we were leaving he said good bye to me.

So then we have my halloween party. When they show up the first thing he does is put his finger above his lip and make a face at me. Like the night before. I laughed. Throughout the night we were talking but he was really really tired and ended up falling asleep (the night before everyone went to a lock in) with another guy from my class on the couch. it was funny. He woke up irritated taht his gf wasn't here yet. I said i just texted her and she was on her way, and he replied with a mad "Yeah sure." Then when she showed up he got even more annoyed. He was arguing with her pretty much the whole time (quietly but you could tell) then she left and he said he would be right back he just needed to talk to her. and they were gone for 45 min at least. then when he came back he was happier. He asked if these two people were dating and i said "She introduced him as her friend, so im not sure" and he was like "IDK why people do that i mean its so stupid, if their your gf or bf introduce them as it." which all of us found hypocritical cuz thats literally what he's going with his gf. we continued to talk and then he got a call from his gf and went up stairs to talk to her. less then ten minutes later he comes back down slightly annoyed. His brother says "Hey dont for get to call *Insert gf's name*, she said you were supposed to call her." he replied quite angrily with "I did" adn then he was ok for the rest of the night he said bye adn that he had fun when he left. 

Then i didn't see him for a good month. 

The first time i saw him again was at the bball game for my sister cuz his sis is on the team. He walked right by me and said nothing. then his gf had to point out to him that i was there nad then he waved and so did his brother. and then him and his gf disappeared for 20 minutes. when he came back he ignored me even though she wan't there. but when he went to leave he said goodbye, but he screwed up. i think he said "God bye Good bye" and then he said my name wrong. Then he could remember my friend's name to say bye, he was behind her so he mouthed "What's her name" and  he leaned in so i mouthed her name like 8 times but He can not read lips to save his life, so she noticed and he got all embarrassed at being caught.

then the next time i see him is another bball game. He said hi right away adn then after the game he said Hi and we started to talk and then i was starring at a necklace he was wearing cuz he normally doesn't wear jewelry and he knew what i was starring at and started to explain it. Like my friend was confused as to why he brought it up. it was almost like he read my mind adn it was a wooden cross. he said hsi grandparents got it in Africa. I said it was cool. and then we were talking for a while, and then we got interrupted by 2 different people adn lost the convo. and later he came up and said "I think we were talking about something but we got interrupted." and then before i could say anything his friend came up and literally swooped him away. It was funnier then it sounds. and then he said bye to us when we were leaving. 

the latest iting was tonight. We went to the Christmas program adn he was sitting 3 rows infront of us. and i was staring at his hair cuz it was messed up in the back. and when i quit i saw his brother give me a look. so i made a face at him and he laughed. so then i noticed a few minutes later he was looking at me. and then the rest of the concert we didnt see each other. at the end he said bye to me (the first time) cuz he wasn't able to talk to me cuz he had to help clean up and he thought they were leaving. and then i saw him walking towards the door from across the room adn he saw me. we kept eye contact the whole walk over and he said "bye, *aand instead of using my full name he used my nick name. he hadn't done that in a long time.*" and he said it so sweetly and kindly and i said bye and as he walked by I noticed his cheeks were a light shade fo pink. and i was like. omg hes blushing. 

I dont think ive really ever seen him blush because of me before. 

Anyways things have gotten more confusing, cuz now i kind of like him. His girlfriend destroyed my friendship with her. He seems rather uninterested in her. He rarely smiles with her or seems like hes happy. They have been arguing alot lately and idk its hard cuz none is actually sure if they are still dating or just friends again. I want to do something or have something big happen but i invited him to the haunted house os now its his turn to do something, which probably wont happen so... idk anymore.