I just want it all to be over. 

Im just so done. 

I feel useless.

Nothing is going right. I got b's in two of my classes, maybe 3. Mom gunna kill me if she finds out and i still have 1 final and 3 reports to do.

I've been sick. For no reason my stomach will hurt and ill feel like im going to puke. and then i hurt my finger somehow tonight and i have a head ache.

I just want to give up. 

This guy is sending me completely mixed signals. I really like him but he's sooooo out of my leage like. You have no idea. 

I'm just so done cuz i can't keep liking him, cuz its tearing me apart because it hurts to not be able to do anything but i want to do something and IDk.

I'm not pretty enough

I'm not thin enough

I'm not kind

I'm not smart enough

I'm too tall

I just feel so worthless.