So I'm sorta back after a ten thousand year long break. 

A lot of has happened this past year, from my grandmother dying, to my dog dying, break ups, hospital visits at 4am, copius amounts of antideppressants, and many a mental breakdown. 

Basically after Sammy (my dog) died, I just kinda shut down for a long time. On the outside it seemed like I was fine, I presented myself as happy, when I was the complete opposite. 

I stopped writing for a long time, and I moved on from the VIXX fandom. I got really into the Dragon Age fandom, and I tried writing for it, but I was never happy with my work. It always seemed really forced and it didn't seem passionate. Like it was written by someone who just wasn't into it, and who didn't love what they did. 

I tried the same with Mass Effect after I had massive issues with people in the Dragon Age fandom (lots of people telling me to kill myself. It was super.). But it also didn't feel quite right. 

Writing VIXX was always something that just came naturally to me, and even as cringe-worthy as some of (all of) my writing is, I've always loved my VIXX stories (cofexceptthatoneaboutbulimiacof). Idk writing about VIXX has always been something I've loved doing. And even now, after pretty much a year of hating what I've been doing, writing VIXX immediately feels right. 

So, with that being said, I'm working on a little something new. Just a short Christmas themed oneshot to get back into things, and then I'll focus my attention on finishing NMT. Because I know you guys have stuck through some with me on that one, and you awesome people deserve a happy ending with it. 

Reminder that any of you can come talk to me about anything whenever you need to, I'm always here to listen to your troubles and help if I can. Sometimes all you need is just someone to spill your brain to at three in the morning, and that's what I'm here for. As well as you know, writing stories. 

If any of you want to know more details about what I've been up to this past year, just let me know. I'm happy to explain everything to you guys if you wish, but I feel like spending two hours writing it all down in this blog post is a bit overkill. Anyways, I hope for you to be reading my new stuff soon, I'll do my best to get everything uploaded asap. 

Love you guys to bits <3

Love from Nix