Hello,

I'm A from Malaysia. I am x8 years old. I'm the youngest out of three. 

My older sister is a software engineer while my brother is a teacher. Me? I'm a chef LOL

As I grew up, people thought I'm spoiled when I'm not. From the age of 9 until 17,

I'm always alone in the house. My parents are busy with their work while my siblings were studying out of the state. 

Since I don't have a nanny or what in the house, I'm always keep my feelings for myself.

My parents wanted to divorce when I was 9. Luckily they don't. 

Because of the bad memories I have a major problem of trusting issue. 

Until I was 14 I had my first boyfriend including my first love. Yeah I still can't forget him up until now. We broke up after 5 months of dating because I told him to date a girl that he likes. I don't want to fight just because of a boy.

When I was 17 I date again with a guy who I rejected when I was 16. We're still dating until now. He is a steward. 

He is a very loyal person. He only date 2 girls in his life. And I am the second one. He used to date a girl for four years and he was hurt so much. I'm the one who helped him to move on. Nah not that proud. 

I'm so motherly figure until I take care of my friends and boyfriend like a mom do. So sometimes I feel like my friends are looking for me just when they have a problem to talk since I will just hear everything including hygiene problem (?)

Because I can cook very well yeah very very well, they asked me for cakes and cookies like every month. Even right now they want pavlova but I'm too lazy. Come on I need to save enery for MamaAwards

There was a time when I was cooking in the kitchen and I noticed my friend keep standing and staring at me. I dont know why until she said "You look like a mom. Just get married now" My bf is very busy flying around the country while I'm busy saving money. I don't think I can take care of someone yet. 

All I can say is; I'm probably engaged in 4 more years lmfao

+ A guy who used to be in high school with me propose me like a month ago but I ignored him