i honestly think i'm at the happiest point in my life-- like.. i don't there is anyone on this planet that is happier than me. so my boyfriend isn't perfect, but he's pretty damn close. it's easier to explain in a story. LOL

so i NEVER get friday or saturday off work. but this week i got thursday, friday, aND saturday off. so i told my boyfriend that i wanted to spend time with him and he was so shocked that i actually got all weekend off ao he said of course. so friday comes around and he tells me he's still sick (which he has been extremely ill lately. : c) and he wants to sleep and maybe go out with his friend later, so i was being understanding about it and said okay. but i made him promise to be with me all day tomorrow. so my friend and i go to a couple bars and play pool and sing karaoke. we got home at like.. 4am. he calls me shortly after we get home and says "hey, i'm coming over." i get a little irritated but at least i get to see him. so when he came over, he was drunk af. i told him, "hey- you can spend the night here. i don't want you going home like that--" but he said no. e n e and left after about 10 minutes. saturday comes. i text him. "hey- do you want me to come over? or are you coming here? or?" and he said "nah. i'm gonna go drink with some friends." so i get extremely mad. he ended up telling me that he couldn't take me with them bc the had no money and his friend was paying for him. and i told him, "i never asked for your money. i asked for your time." and he was speechless. i didn't reply to his texts anymore and ignored him for a good 4 hours. until he called me at 2am and said "come outside." i was like hell nah it's ing cold outside, but i hung up and stepped outside anyway. he was freaking standing there with a bag full of mcd and asked "can i come in?" i wanted to say no-- but i let him in anyway. we shared the food and after we finished he spoke up. "please don't be mad at me.. even though you're really adorable when you're angry." which made me madder but at the same time-- i couldn't be mad at him when he says like that. "can i have a kiss? i miss the taste of your lips." i pretty much have melted into the couch bc of his cheese. i'm stubborn doe.. so i just sit there facing away from him. he whines and calls me baby like he normally does- all i do is look at him with a pouty face and he attacks my lips. one thing leads to another and ye. LOL you know what that means. aHAHAH so we fell asleep next to each other and he hugged me so tightly in his sleep. so the next day- he's texting me and i tell him i want to talk, but he keeps saying "about what?" i wanted to talk to him in person tbqh. but i didn't say that. so he told me, "i remember you asking me a question last night. you asked me if i had another girl and was cheating on you. why would you ask that?" i told him "bc i'm afraid you'll leave me bc i'm not good enough.." and he said "there aren't any girls like you anymore. you're aweet, kind, and you care about me. you're one of a kind." and i said, "does that mean you won't hurt me? you'll keep me for a little while?" and he said, "are you kidding me? i think i want to keep you forever." which i am pretty sure he was hinting at marriage and i'm just spazzing out bc he's too much for me to handle--