Guess who went for Infinite's concert yesterday?

:’) That’s right. 

I just wanted to blog about yesterday and pen down some thoughts that I had. 

First of all, I just wanted to apologise for being very inactive in AFF and in the fandoms. I’m also not sure who/if my friends that I’ve met here are still active both here and in the fandom. I’ve just really lost touch with the band so that explains my hiatus. 

I also lost my muse for writing so I haven’t been writing nowadays, and it has been like that for months. I guess I really did lose touch? That I don’t have any mood to write anymore? I can’t say that I have totally lost my passion but things just doesn’t feel the same and that is really awful. 

Tbh, I’m not a very huge Infinite fan now. I don’t read their fanfics that often, I don’t particularly spazz about them nor do I get updates about them on Tumblr and Twitter. I feel like maybe this is part and parcel of growing up and I’m slowly putting aside my Infinite days?

But yesterday was magical. And till now, I still don’t believe that I met them again. I went for their first world tour in 2013 and that was when I was heavily writing and obsessed with Myungsoo (haha those were the days). 

I’m not a very huge Myungsoo stan either. I think now i like them as a whole (???) I screamed for every member yesterday, no one in particular. I know Myungsoo has the most fans?? Whenever his face appeared on screen or when his parts came, the fangirls around me screamed really loudly — and that made me smile a little. I remember liking him a lot but I guess times have changed. 

I just want to say that I’m very proud and glad to be in this fandom. And going for the concert yesterday proved that Infinite did play a part in making me the person I am today. 

Before the concert, I also met up with my favourite AFF author and it was really nice because I met her in OGS. It was just very heart-warming to know that writing/reading Infinite fanfics connected us. 

In a nutshell, it was a great nice and heart-warming experience and I’m so glad that I went for the concert to revive my memories.