How would you feel when the one you like, likes someone else?

I don't really know what I feel in my situation right now ,especially when my cousin, Vee, is involved. :(

Last ,sunday ,was the festival here in Cebu (one city in the Philippines) ,but the day before that (saturday), she told me that John ( the guy I like) will be joining us watch the festival. She even teased me of how me and John are going to see each other again. She told me that she doesn't like John as a boyfriend.

But as what I see it, they looked like a couple throughout the Festival. They are inseparable while watching the festival, getting a henna tattoo ,even sharing the same plate whille eating.

Even when watching the fireworks ,they are inseparable.They looked like a couple that even Vee's friend (which we saw along the way) if John is the one.Ofcourse ,Vee denied it because there really is nothing between the two of them. Or is there something?

I totally ignored my cousin yesterday. I can't face her while I am angry. I might say something stupid. And I don't want us to fight just because of a guy.

But today, we talked like nothing happened (ofcourse she doesn't know I'm angry at her).

Maybe, I got too attached to John beacuse he was my date on the 4th of January and we constantly exchange text messages ,and I see him in school everyday.

 I knew from the very start that John likes Vee.I think I should give up my feelings for John. It's fruitless anyway.  :(