NOW PLAYING: Gekkou -Lee Taemin

I am listening to Taemin's voice to lessen my depression :(

Today, I learned that my cousin, Vee, and John (the guy i like) is officially dating.

And what's even worse is that they are hugging and making out infront of me,Charles(my brother),Carlou(my other cousin and Vee's brother, Gervise (my bother's M.U and Anna(Carlou's girl).

Carlou is not taking the news very well, as well as Vee and John's making out session.

For goodness sake, they only knew each other for less than a month and now they are dating?!? WTH! That is so not understandable.

And now, I am imagining gross images of them making out. I'm too innocent to handle that kind of stuff. They're really grossing me out. And it makes me want to puke.

But, oh well, I am keeping my mouth shut from talking sh*tty things. I don't really want to argue with my cousin. And besides, talking isn't really my thing ,that is why I am writing this blog.

HMMMMMMMM.... After a long time of thinking, I therefore conclude that I don't like John anymore (His tactics in a relationship is too fast and that creeps me.) Besides ,I don't indulge in a lonely feeling for long. It makes me more depress than I already am.

MY MEDICINE?? INTTERNET, K-POP, AND TAEMIN OPPA <3

I will die early if i keep hating my cousin ,so IDC anymore if they are dating.

So what? It's not like I can't have a boyfriend in the future. Only time will tell.

Gonna sleep now. Good night AFF people :)