♛ Broken queens ; Jewel [70%]

  

birth name » kang jéssica (portuguese) | kang Ji yeon (korean)
nicknames »
— jess / abreviation of her name. 
— yeoni / a cute way of calling by her korean name. 
— music prodigy / because of her musical skills. 
— vocal monster / due to her powerful vocals. 
— foreign princess / she comes from an unsual place for idols to come from. 
BIRTHDAY + DEBUT AGE » 31.01.1995 + 20
BIRTHPLACE » lisbon, portugal.
HOMETOWN » lisbon, portugal.
NATIONALITY » portuguese.
ETHNICITY » korean-portuguese.
LANGUAGES »
— portuguese / advanced / even though she was born and raised in portugal, she would only speak portuguese at school. at home, she spoke or korean or english with her parents and whenever she went out, she would speak english. since she moved to korea, she hasn't spoke portuguese, not even once, making her forget some things.
— english / fluent / she speaks english 85% of the time.
— korean / semi-fluent / she learned a bit with her parents and learned the rest at the company
— spanish / conversational / she learned it at school back in portugal
— japanese / conversational / she learned it at the company


APPEARANCE » Jéssica has the kind of face that is a mixture of sweet and kind. she has a more curvy body than most asiatics (which she probably earned it from her mother): slim waist, round hips and thick but toned tights which makes her feels insecure about her body. when it comes to s and , we can say that she's also more fortunate than other asian women. she has long straight dark brown hair that almost reaches the middle of her back but it's usually dyed blonde. she has a scar on her left ankle from when she fell from her bike at the age of 9 and broke her ankle.
STYLE » SHE LOVES DARK CLOTHES. SINCE SHE GREW UP IN A CHRISTIAN FAMILY, JESSICA WAS TAUGHT EVER SINCE SHE WAS LITTLE TO HIDE HER CURVES. SO EVER SINCE SHE WAS LITTLE, SHE ONLY WEARS OVERSIZED HOODIES/SWEATSHIRTS, JEANS AND BOOTS. SHE DOESN'T LIKE TO WEAR SHORTS BECAUSE SHE WAS TAUGHT THAT SHOWING HER LEGS MIGHT BE A PROVOCATION TO MEN. IF IT'S TOO HOT, SHE'LL WEAR SHORTS THAT AREN'T TOO SHORT AND OVERSIZED T-SHIRTS. SHE'LL ONLY WEAR MORE REVEALING CLOTHES IF THE COMPANY TELLS HER TO.
FACECLAIM » snsd's taeyeon.
BACKUP FACECLAIM » BACKUP HERE.
HEIGHT + WEIGHT » 164CM + 54KG HERE.
  
PERSONALITY TRAITS » (+) kind, honest, determined, caring | (-) shy, introverted, reserved, quiet
PERSONALITY »
— jessica was never the one to be the school's outgoing social butterfly since she was young. the lack of attention from both of her parents made jessica grow up into a shy, reserved and introverted person. she preferred to be by herself and sit at the corner of the room, silently observing. since she is used to be alone, she tends to distance herself from others. making only a few close friends here and there, jessica wasn't the type to hang around in those large groups of friends. meeting new people always brought the shyness out of her. she often doesn't speak unless spoken to and she doesn't like approaching people she doesn't know. but when you get to know her, she'll definitely warm up to you with no doubt.
— due to not being as social in her childhood years, jessica was never the one who could take a compliment easily. she just didn't know how to take one, resulting her in a flustered state. she would only reply back with an even better compliment she could think of. she couldn't help but feel like she was being put up there whenever someone complimented her, and she wasn't a very big fan of that.
— many people tend to be taken aback whenever they see jessica's generous acts. it is quite hard to meet people who would offer something of theirs without hesitation. "here have some of mine." jessica would casually just gesture something of hers. she loves sharing and helps other people whenever she's able to.
— when she puts something in mind, there's no person who can make her change her mind. she always says what she thinks with honesty; as long as it won't offend anybody. she won't ever point out someone else's flaws or critic them.
— this aloofness of her can be considered a result of jessica's habit of pleasing people, for she tends to bottle up her problems and keep them to herself. she felt that by telling someone her problems, she would take her heavy weight and put it on that person's shoulders. her aloofness gave her the ability to hide her feelings quite well, and if someone seemed to sense her sadness, she would immediately deny their help politely and brush it off as if her problems are nothing.

BACKGROUND »
( the beginning )
Jéssica was born on cold day of november and she was the result of not wearing a . since her father was a pastor, god's presence in Jéssicay's life was total. living in her house would mean going to a lot of church activities and not being able to listen to any music that wasn't gospel. 
( how she became insecure ) at school, her grades were the best among the class. even though she had good grades, Jéssica was the outcast of the class and was always made fun of. due to her thicker body, she was target of many insults and hate. Jéssica didn't really cared about the opinion of others until her mother started telling her everyday that she needed to lose weight because she was too fat. because of that Jéssica lost all of her confidence. and somehow, it prevails until today - her lack of confidence.
( she doesn't believe in love ) when jéssica was 9, her father left home and never came back. she remembers that he slammed the door behind him so hard that it almost shook the whole house. her mother died that day. her mother loved her father and when he left, he took her heart with him. for the next 3 years, JÉSSICA watched her mother get drunk in vodka bottles and depression pills. at the age of 13, JÉSSICA spent 12 hours in the hospital waiting to see if her sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved told her he didn't loved her anymore. there was so much blood when JÉSSICA found her in the cold bathroom floor. two years later, JÉSSICA stayed up for two nights straight with her best friend while she cried, shrieked and threw up on her bathroom's toilet because her boyfriend left her for his ex. at the age of 17, JÉSSICA had a substitute in english because her teacher was getting divorced and couldn't handle coming out of bed. when she came back she was smiling but her hands shook so hard that you could see that something was broken inside. after only seeing broken hearts around her, JÉSSICA started believing that love was something that only existed in books.
( when she knew she wanted to sing ) it started when JÉSSICA heard a non-gospel song for the first time. "listen" by beyonce. it was love at first song. JÉSSICA immediately fell in love with the stage. that's when she realized that her dream was to sing whatever was in her heart. even if JÉSSICA already knew what she wanted to be, she never told anyone. one day she was invited to sing at her church. shyly, she accepted the invitation. she had never been more scared in her whole life. the fact that she was going to sing for the first time in front of someone was already scary enough but that night, the church was full of people which made her panic even more. still JÉSSICA sang the best she could. at the end, many people congratulated her, her voice and her singing. "you have such a powerful voice for your age, you shouldn't waste it" that was most people told her. "why i never knew you could sing like that?" was the first thing wendy's best friend told her. "you have to use that voice." her friend kept saying. "if you ever become a singer, i'll be your fan no. 1." somehow, those words encouraged JÉSSICA to pursue her dream. when JÉSSICA told her mother she wanted to be a singer, her mother didn't react well. "you don't know what happens behind the cameras. that life will never bring you happiness" was the first thing her mother said. "besides, you can't sing at all." that broke JÉSSICA's heart. after hearing those words, JÉSSICA never had the courage to sing again in front of someone. not even in front of her best friend.
LIKES »
— dogs
— heavy make up
— art
— rainy days
— songs with deep meaning and hidden messages
— salad
DISLIKES »
— public bathrooms
— racism and homophobia
— hot weather
— sweat
— tea
— bugs
— thunder

HOBBIES »
— singing
— drawing
— writing/compusing songs
— playing piano
— learning new kpop choreographies

HABITS »
— bouncing her leg if nervous or bored
— couvering with her hand while laughing
— talking and singing to herself
TRIVIAS » 
+ often bursts into singing as if life was a disney movie
+ she can cook and sometimes, she's the one who cooks for her members
+ she doesn't want to marry or have children
+ she doesn't believes in love
+ her normal voice is very different from her singing voice
+ she never dated or kissed neither plans to
+ she's vegan
+ since she gains weight very easily, she's always dieting and exercising
+ since she works out and
dances a lot, she has quite toned abs and legs
+ if she weren't an idol, she would be a painter
+ she used to be a volunteer on an animal shelter before moving to south korea
+ she always keeps a journal with her, full of sketches and song lyrics
+ she doesn't find herself pretty or attractive and sometimes, she wants to punch her reflection in the mirror
+ she always carries a bracelet with her that says "music is the strongest way of magic". it was given by her best friend before she left portugal
+ she can play piano very well
+ Jéssica has a very soft, gentle and calm way of speaking
+ Jéssica knows most kpop dances of the moment
+ Jéssica has a very mature way of thinking and appearance for her age, making people think she's older than she actually is
+ she often mixes korean with english, creating jenlean - as she calls it
+ she has a talented at writing songs with deep meaning and hidden messages
+ she has an account on youtube (jewelxmusix) where she has posts songs that she writes/composes:
remember everything (2011 - about her life and family) | tell me something i don't know (2010 - about when her mother tried to convince her to not become a singer) | believe in me (2011 - about herself) | his daughter (2012 - about her sister's life) | for the love of a daughter (2013 - about her father) | dark enough (2010 - about herself) | this is me ( 2015 - she wrote it in 3 hours and it's about her finally going to debut ) | beautiful (2015 - the first song she wrote in korean with the help of the company's composer/ about her life and about who she wants to be)
+ she lost 20 kg since she moved to korea and started training
+ among the members, she's the one who gets the less hours of sleep. she usually is tired and stressed because she stays up all night writing and composing songs for her group, not being able to sleep much
 
FAMILY » 
— mother / Júlia carvalho / 46 / cold and strict


— fatheR / KANG min ho / 48 / PERSONALITY TRAITS

— sister / kang jin sul  / 25 / PERSONALITY TRAITS

— brother / marcelo kang / AGE / PERSONALITY TRAITS


FRIENDS » 
— best friend / jennifer pinnock / AGE / PERSONALITY TRAITS EXPLAIN THEIR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR CHARACTER HERE. ARE THEY CLOSE? HOW DO THEY TREAT EACH OTHER? ETC. DON'T FORGET TO REPLACE 'RELATION' ABOVE WITH WHETHER THEY'RE A BEST FRIEND OR JUST A FRIEND.
STAGE NAME » Jewel / she used to be called "joia" (which is jewel in portuguese) by the employers of the animal shelter she used to be volunteer at because of her golden heart.
POSITION » main vocalist
PERSONA » the multingual / she knows 5 languages
TRAINEE TIME » 2 years. 
TRAINEE LIFE »
— HOW THEY GOT INTO THE COMPANY? DID THEY AUDITIONED OR WERE SPOTTED? AND HOW WAS THE FIRST DAY? TELL ME EVERYTHING
SINGING TWIN » ailee
RAPPING TWIN » ailee
DANCE TWIN » ailee
PRE-DEBUT »
— HERE (Year)
FUTURE/ PAST SCANDALS »
— HERE (Year)
  
LOVE INTEREST » jung daehyun (bap)
BACKUP LOVE INTEREST » BACKUP (GROUP)
PERSONALITY »
— WRITE HERE.
MEETING »
— START HERE.
INTERACTIONS »
— START HERE.
Actual RELATIONSHIP » HERE.
FUTURE RELATIONSHIP » HERE.
 
COMMENTS/questions » COMMENTS.
SCENES/SONGS suggestions »
— SCENES HERE.
PASSWORD » PASSWORD.

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