I have no idea how I got here, but damn...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngKyAa1lmSw

This was the era that got me hooked onto EXO, it's the era where I found Kris (still love you babe~<3), and all these Twelve adorable little s dorks. These twelve dorks got me back into reading stories on AFF tbh (wasn't a heavy reader on AFF before EXO I got into EXO) and now, I typically only read stories about them. This is the era that was them. This was their style of music, this was their style of dancing, this was their style of performing.

 

This was EXO. 

 

Watching that video, it made me remember all those good times I enjoyed listening to them, when I would watch all their performances because damn, they had fun on the stage. 

This was a year they were them, and that's when they had their voice.

 

I have tried so hard to like them again, but after loosing three (basically 4 since Lay is like never there), they have completely lost their sound. Love Me Right is just some generic K-pop bubblegum song that is not them at all. Same with Call Me Baby. 

 

It's just so sad to see them like this, and it's obvious their priorites aren't with EXO anymore.

 

I also watched this Growl performance, and I made me want to cry. It was so freaking pathetic. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dabkmZh8klQ
You can tell that they can't figure out their spacing and sometimes they go back to spacing with 12 members. 

It's just so sad the stage presence. 

 

 

I also don't even want to see them perform Wolf live (although it's my favorite song by them) because the Tree of Life was created with 12, and their bond that held them together. 

Can't make something that was meant for 12 with 9(8) members. 

 

 

Ahh, I really gotta stop doing this to myself, making myself sad over people who don't even know about my existince. 

 

 

Although I'm glad Luhan is doing good, and he just came out with his solo debut in China~ He looks so happy in his music video. 

he would look happier if Sehun was there but what would I know? 

 

Kris and his shaved head....

....

I really have no words, but Kris, you can make it work, but don't keep it like that plz. 

 

Tao is still getting a load of hate, which is terrible. I personally think anyone who bashes Tao but claims they're an EXO fan, isn't really an EXO fan at all. 

 

Oh well. it's late, and I should sleep.

 

#donewithmyangstyreminiscing