I had a call earlier from my father,,,  when i saw that ayah on my phone's screen, my heart pounded a bit harder than before. It nothing actually, maybe because we not really good <(ˍ ˍ*)>. So,  i would feel guilty if i choose to reject or delaying untill the last. Then my index finger make it's move touching the phone's screen answer.  

First i heard my father voices, okey.  It sound like two person that doesn't knowing they really want to say. He ask me what i had for break-fast(berbuka) i said murtabak... then my mum interrupt our conversation. Then she the one who talk to me. She inform me that they all would go back to our hometown in Indon. I knew that they not going there for very long time, so doesn't felt so sad they i left behind.  I can go next time by my own.  Cheers up man ヽ(^。^)ノ. But idk what i would do this raya alone without raya food!!!!  It same like you celebrate christmas or new year or velentine alone... it just feel too bad.  That all ╮(╯_╰)╭.. but i still and fight all this sadness feeling. Although it still 1month to go before raya. So don't worry, we got a very very very long time to plan ╭（′▽‵）╭（′▽‵）╭（′▽‵）╯