My father had always repeated this to me again and again when I was a young naive child (even now, I still am) and now I see how right he was.

"When you do good deeds, people smile then forget but when you do bad deeds, they bring it to their grave."

When you do good things, people might praise you and love you even more but they will always forget it. They will never remember the one that washed the dishes, they will never remember the one that swept the leaves in front of your home and they will never remember the little things you did for them because it's the good thing, a deed that one should do, a deed that was supposed to be done. That's how it is. Doing what's right and good is part of our daily activities, something we all do every single day in our life and maybe that's why they forget it because why should they remember a deed done by someone that they too have done countless of times?

But it's different when you did a bad thing, a bad deed. People started seeing you as someone that's supposed to be not part of the society. A thorn in a rose. The blacksheep. The bad luck. No matter how small it is, they will never forget. Even if you just kicked a stone and hit somebody, they remember you as that but not as the boy or girl that swept the streets every morning.

That goes the same for Jessica and the members of Girls' Generation.

Face it, people now view them as someone that are hateful no matter how you try to convice them. Sure they have their own fans that knows the truth but those fans doesn't make up the entire world. A lot of other who doesn't know also makes up the population.

They don't remember Jessica as the sweet, young woman who has a big heart and wasn't afraid of crying in front of those she loves in order to show her sincerity. They don't remember Girls' Generation as the dorky group of girls who never failed to show who they really are in front of the cameras. They don't remember these nine young women as girls that did everything in their power to make their fans happy, that cried for each other in times of happiness or sadness. Let's face the music, Jessica loves the girls as much as the girls love her.

I know, you want to say that they kicked her out, that she picked her business over them right? That it was all just fake and acting in order to fool us all.

And that's how Jessica and Girls' Generation is remembered. They're remembered as the girls who tricked us all with their sweet fake words and fake smiles! The ones that turned their backs on each other after the cameras were gone! The ones that kicked one of their members out when she wants to fulfill her dreams! The one that chose her business over her own members that she grew up with for almost a decade or so!

But no that wasn't them and we all know that.

Deep down you know it was true, everything was true from the time they said I love you to each other to the point they said I'm sorry to each and one of them.

We know nothing, really. We're as much clueless as the rest. Yes, we've read the articles, yes we've read her post, yes we've heard it from the company itself but have you ever heard all of their statements? ALL? Not SM, Not their boss and not their manager. Them. Each and one of them? There's a reason on why they can't speak and please do remember that we really have no right to say we know this, we know that is the truth. We might have the freedom to speak but remember this, every freedom has an accompanying responsibility. What's that responsbility, you ask? It's to stop pointing fingers and respect them and one another. I don't actually understand those that changed fandom except for those that joined the MAOMAO squad. It's like, that's it? You're going to run and act as if nothing happened?

I read a quote that made my day brighter (Honestly, I was depressed and was thinking of suicide really) this past days. It said: Accept what's unchangable and it will make you feel better. And I actually did.

I accepted that Jessica isn't part of Girls' Generation anymore and maybe she won't comeback but that's okay. She's happy (and wearing a bikini!!!!) and being the princess that she is on the swimming pool. Sylverain was right and I would like to thank him so ^^ Maybe Girls' Generation won't be the same anymore but maybe that's a good thing. Life was made to change. Actually, Life IS Change itself and there's nothing constant here. Even them. Years from now, they'll be gone and you know it and have their own families but that's the future. Let's enjoy the present and just stop hating on one another especially the Maomao squad and the SONE. I think I'm both honestly and it's my first time being in two fandoms. Why not just love each other than hate one another?

Sorry for the long post guys (I want to give you a potato but I have no idea how Q A Q)