My iKON feels is over-exploding waaaah

I wasn't watching WIN or M&M when it was airing in Korea but I'm aware of what's happening. And so one time, I decided to watch the last episode of WIN via youtube

The performance of iKON was really heartbreaking, hair-rising ugh i can't explain what I feel. 

I'm not an emotional person. When we have recollections in school, all my friends are already sobbing and I just stare at them. I'm not easily affected with emotional and inspirational videos or movies or even books. Whenever I feel like crying, the tears won't come out. (Just like Suho in their 1st win XD) But when I was in the middle of Team B's performance of , really. my tears fell down. I was crying. Goosebumps. Like, I reached their hearts, I can feel what they feel with just one stage. Ugh oh my gosh. Until now, while typing this, I want to cry. 

Just awhile ago, I listened to Studio ver. Bobby was just starting and I already stopped the player. I can't handle it hahaha I had goosebumps on the first 15 seconds of the song. XD I even downloaded the live stage but I also can't handle to watch it again. I'm afraid, I'll be teary eyed or maybe sobbing hahaha 

And the fact that at such young age, they are already composing?! Like wth. I have to do something with my life! XD 

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I gained the courage to listen to the song while rereading this blog. Ugh. What to do now.. Hanbin.. Junhoe... 

I swear, I can't wait for them to debut. (Well, atleast, BIGBANG is coming back hahaha)