i guess it's over between me and that girl. we are at a stage where we trying to move on from each other? i try to ignore her and she continue to ignore my text. maybe we are just not meant to be with each other? i don't know? the only thing i know is that i do like her a lot, maybe too much. because of her i did too much silly things. i feel like i'm a fool doing so much without her appreciate what i did. i just hope time will heal and maybe we could be better around each other. for now maybe avoidance is still the best solution? i don't know...

as for the guy, i still do not think i am able to forgive him and be friend with him after what he did. it is not just because of the girl but something deeper. it about trust and that something he broke and blame on me. i seriously hate this kind of person.

if only time could turn back or life would treat me better...