my unfortune day? (-_____________________________________________________-)

what should i do when nothing is going well T_T. and i dont even know what is my fault. school was just like hell right now. with homework, assigment. and the teacher..urghhh. friend? a true friend ! do i really have one? everything keep falling apart..

Dear friend, 

i wish i could tell that it not about other's fault. but it was all our own fault. and i just dont get it on why you keep put the blame on others?? and can't you even see it on how your harsh word hurt other's feeling? wanna mend the situation?!! yes!! it not just you that want it happen but all of us do. and we dont even wish all of this bad things happen. dont you know that you're just making the situation become worse?? you're sad? and so we do! come on. be realistic. we're not living a dream. we're just human. we make mistakes! you acted like were an angel. please, do considerate about other's feeling. 

dear sir, 

what have i done that you're acting like this?? throwing a tantrum like a baby? come on!! you're older than us.you should have know the situation that we had to fight! but what have you done? you're not just not helping us but you're dragging us to place we called 'hell'. do have pity on us. and how many times we had to told you that we're only human. not machine ones! how we're going to work on this? it just worthless if we have the candle but can't light it up.. we're trying our best. for you, the parent and for ourself.  T_T

i....i just tired..really really tired T_T