LET ME JUST RANT ABOUT THIS GIRL
so there is this guy that i like and we've been friends since highschool started (so fouryears?) and he knows that i like him and that was ok with him because i never really asked for more than friendship.
I told him my feelings recently. (Senior year) He told me that he already has a girlfriend and he liked me before but he never told me because he thought he might make things awkward between us if i reject him. (I blame myself for not telling him earlier ok ok.) And he said he loves his girl.
I'm ok with that since i don't really own him and we're like so close and all. But I know my limitations ok? I'm not that annoying friend (that is a girl) who always ruin something in a relationship.
But this girl... his girlfriend. I admit that I'm kind of jealous but I've alread accepted the fact that they're in love. Let's get back to the girl. I was chatting with him then suddenly she pm-ed me out of nowhere. "You're just pretty. He's already mine." And I was like what the effin gorgeous ing hell?
So I replied. "What do you mean"
Her: Stop flirting with my boyfriend. You're not even smart or anything.
Me: Excuse me? We're just talking. I'm not flirting with him.
Her: I know you like my boyfriend but even if you're pretty, he's still mine. He doesn't only look in the outer appearance. I'm smart you're not.
I don't know what she was thinking because whenever he and I hang out and she tags along, (or I tag along? meh) she's cool about it and she's nice and even though she's kinda shy it was ok. And I thought she was also ok with me and out of effing hell nowhere, she insulted my little brain! ( I know I'm not smart but she didn't have to point it out)
And because I have anger issues this is what I replied.
"Oh yeah? And if you break up? He's not yours anymore and I'm still pretty (note: I know I'm not pretty. I swear im not guys hahha) and I can still study and your boyfriend and I will still be friends. And you'll still have an ugly face and an ugly heart. Fake."
I didn't mention this to my friend because I didn't want to start anything. Whenever I see her, I just look away and try not to punch her in the face.
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