so im kind of thinking about leaving aff for good (not that anyone really cares)

i just dont find joy in much of anything anymore and this is hard to explain but i just cant deal with wasting my time trying to do things that i cant find happiness with. i cant even enjoy writing/composing music these days, and none of you know this but that was my ultimate passion.

i hope the nonexistent number of people who read thos can understand... im just not up for life anymore. maybe one day i will find joy in these things once again but until then i shall take my misery elsewhere.

so goodbye all

i hope you enjoyed my amateur stories while i did