I can't stand to see your tears

To: my dear bias.

Don’t cry. Don’t cry while bowing and saying sorry and thank you for things that were out of your control. Don’t make it seem like you’re the one who’s done something wrong, when I was the one who had thoughts of giving up on you when things were rough.

I should be the one saying sorry. I should be the one to wipe at my tears of guilt and gratitude.

What did you ever do wrong? Have a scandal with a girl you once loved and might still love? Cry because one of your team members was leaving you and didn’t say bye? None of those things were your fault - none of those things can be reverted.

So please, just please…don’t cry. Don’t shed tears, because I can’t be there to wipe them away for you.

From: fangirl across the ocean.

Sorry I had an exoplosion of feels after the exoluxion concert just now OTL

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klear-- #1 Jul 25, 2015 06:08:14

TTT___TTT ....

ShinjuHime #2 Mar 24, 2015 05:04:45

I just noticed your post now. All I have to say is that, everything that he's gone through, it pulls at my heartstrings, I have always supported him and the rest of the boys in every decision that they have made.

I have no reason to judge them, and I never will, whatever they do, they should do for their own happiness not ours, I know that some fans, feel like they have "ownership" of him and the other boys, but I've never felt that way, yes I love them, but I also see them as normal human beings, with extraordinary lives. They will make mistakes, they will fall in love, they will do many things that others will not approve of, but that is not for us to interfere in.

We don't have a say in what they should do, nor should we. We should start thinking and seeing things from their perspectives, and see how immature and actually pathetic some fans have been. Some, especially those who call themselves fans but then turn around and hate and judge them and curse them for being human, should take a good look at themselves and work on their own humanity, because quite frankly, I'm sick and tired of people making the boys feel like they have done wrong, when they really haven't.

The apologies should be coming out of the mouths of those who've spat at their names in rage and hate. The apologies should come from all who are actually sorry for what they have done and caused.

Baek and the boys don't deserve any of this. They really don't, the only thing I feel sorry about is, the fact that they feel the need to apologize on our behalf, just to quench the rage of fans that don't deserve their love.

When you start judging the people that you admire for things any one of us would do, or have done in our lives, is when you have to take a step back and actually THINK about what's wrong with YOUR life, to go to such lenghts...

If I keep writing I'll run out of characters LOL so I'll stop here, please don't think this was directed at you author-nim! LUV U!