What am I supposed to do??I don't even know where to start...

Friends...are supposed to help one another. Friends...are supposed to give happiness to each other. Friends...should support each other no matter the situations. Friendship exists for happiness. That much are true, right guys? Right?? Please tell me I am...

I want to escape...but there's no way out. I want to keep pretending it's okay...but it's eating me inside out. I want to smile despite the annoyance...but it's hurt lying to myself.

They claimed they care for me, and I know they are(in an understandable way), but I wish they don't go beyond the limit...they probably don't know and won't ever know. I just have had enough of this emotional damage. Enough..

I don't hate them, I hate their attitude when it comes to me. Things like this make me draw lines between us, but it caused a big misunderstanding and things escalate to something ugly. Maybe because our personalities are completely different, but I get that. 

I just don't know anymore. Not that I think of it enough, (who am I kidding)..but having no friend at all is better than having them, who end up put you in a misery...

And I sincerely wish for them, for all of this to stop...

#life # wish #friend