p/s: --- is your name :)

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"Will you leave? Why won't you stay with us?" asked Chen. Exo-M were sitting on the dance floor after practising for a while. Xiumin drank his water, waiting for a reply form Kris too. "I'm sorry guys, this is what the best for me" Kris sounded somehow, sad. Everyone could tell that. Tao let out a sigh, a deep sigh.   "Are you sure things will work out? I mean, look giant, you're our leader. How can a leader leave his fellow members?" Tao speaked, trying to chill. "Are you going to leave --- here?" Xiumin asked. "Look guys, I'm sorry but I really have to leave. I am really sorry. I know I am a bad leader. About ---, I will tell her later and yes I will leave her in Korea. Shes's not going with me, or else things won't work out" Kris replied.   "Alright then giant, but remember, if you're going to come back, we will always accept you here" Chen said, almost crying. No, a man would not cry, he thought. "Thanks Chen, I love you guys. I'm leaving first to settle the things up with ---" Kris stood up, grabbed his belongings and walked away. He walked away. All of them let out a deep sigh.   Kris was driving, at the same time thinking how your reaction will be. Sad? Mad? Hurt? So many thoughts ran up on his mind. What if she decided to end this relationship?    "---ah, we need to talk" Kris said while patting a space beside him on a couch.   Yes, Kris had been your boyfriend for approximately 2 years. Since he's very rich he asked you to live with him, which you gladly agreed. Usually he is very talkative. But this time his tone was serious. I wonder what he was going to tell me.   As I sat beside him, he began to talk slowly. "I am going to say this, but whatever I'm going to say, please just believe that I will always love you and please believe me this time" he had a worried look on his face, making me had so many thoughts on my mind. "Just say it, Yifan" you looked dearly into his beautiful, oh so beautiful eyes.   "I need to go back to China tomorrow, for how long I also don't know, so I'll be leaving you. This is for our own sakes" he said with his head hunged low. I felt my heart throbbing after hearing that. Leaving? Don't know when he will come back? "Yifan, if this is the best for you and me, then I have to accept it. I love you" I said, trying hard to prevent my tears from flowing. But I failed, obviously for being such a crybaby, I cried in front of him.    "Baby, don't cry. I hate seeing you like this. I promise, I will come back to you. Just... I don't know when. I won't forget you, I will make you happy, --ah" he gave me a peck on my lips. "Thank you for being there when I'm sad, thank you for being there when I need you the most and thank you for embracing me into your arms. I will never forget you, I will always love you" you held his arm, pulling him for another kiss.    "Now let's go upstairs and sleep" he said, carrying me bridal style to our bedroom. Today will be the last night I'm sleeping with him, I thought. Soon, I felt myself drowed into my thoughts and fell asleep into his warm arms.   The next morning, I woke up because the sun was shining brightly that it hitted my eyes. I saw Kris sleeping peacefully. I hope I can still wake up seeing his face everyday, not just today. I shrugged my feelings off and woke him up. "Yifan-ah, wake up or else you're going to be late" you shooked his body slowly and he immediately opened his eyes. What an angel. "Yeobo-ah, good morning" he gave me a peck on my lips. I love him calling me in such cute names.    We arrived at the departure hall. I felt my heart racing so hard, I just can't let him go. But what can I do? If it's fated, then it's fated. You couldn't change anything, you're not god. Now we're sitting on the bench waiting for his plane to called in. "Yifan, do you love