We used to talk a lot. We were best friends, we know almost everything about each other. Those were the best moments of my life are when we spent time together, just being lazy, doing nothing, watching movies, cooking instant food, eating junk food, doing homework or just sleeping in each others arms.

I thought he felt something more about our friendship but maybe he doesn't

One day I took the courage and decided to confess my feelings to him

-Jongin-ah! -I greeted happily as always, trying not to show my nerves

-(YN)-ahh!  How are you? - He pull me into a tight hug, I could help but to smile

-I'm fine I guess -I doubt about my words when he broke the hug -Well... Not at all -He gave me a weird look and I smiled at his sudden action -I'm confused about something

-What is it bigh girl? -He said sweetly (?) -I smiled again. What is his magic? Why he always make me smile? 

-Mmm... I... Want ... To... Confess... To... Someone -I stutter and my heart start beating so fast, he smiled widely and nodded 

Well, you should just tell him. You have nothing to lose -He winked at me and smile

-Actually I have all to lose -I thought keeping my head down looking at my feet -If that's so I guess I'm going to tell him now -I lifted my head and have him a fake bitter smile

-Good, I'll be around if you need me -He gave me a sweet smile and start walking

-Jongin! -I shouted and ran after him -Actually I nee