You are sick and tired. Tired of being sick and sick of waiting, but no words can convince you to stop and leave him. Your friends keep convincing you to leave him but you can’t, you don’t want to. You really love him with all of your heart and you know he loves you too. You need him in your life and he wants you to his side. You need him and He wants you.   You're together for one and half year, you meet him at the bar. He is known as the most dangerous mafia leader in Seoul while you are just an average girl who works at bookstore downhill. You caught his attention, he stole your heart. He asked your name and gave you drinks the next thing you know you are in his bed with him hovering you, ing you senseless. When you woke up next morning he’s gone, you dressed while asking yourself why you let this happen, regretting that night. Two days after, you saw him outside your apartment waiting for you with flowers in his hand, you still can remember the nervous in his face when he ask you out on a date, you hesitate at first but when you heard his pleas you gave in, for almost a month you went out, almost every night until he asks you to be his girl and you immediately said ‘Yes’. You keep your relationship low, only your friends and his friends know about it.  “I don’t want you to get in trouble because of me” he reasons, you just keep your mouth shut and accept the situation as long as you are happy. Your friends told you to leave him because he’s not good for you, they even said that they saw him with another woman on club and when you ask him about it, he gets angry saying that you don’t trust him, your fights became often, dates been forgotten but whenever he comes on your apartment drunk you both ended on bed having a rough , there a time that you will see him in morning but mostly he was gone right before the sun comes out. You tried to talk to him about his habits, but he gets angry again when you ask him to stop smoking and drinking.   You are tired of this setup but you can’t leave him, you need him.   “What are you doing?” Yongguk asks when he saw you sitting on sofa, you are hugging your knees as you staring into thin air, he sat beside you and watch your eyes starts to cry “what is this drama?” he sigh in annoyance “I came here to have time with you not to deal with you dramas again” he said standing from his seat, he roughly ruffles his hair as he begun pacing around “did you friends came again? What they said this time?” he chuckles and glance at you his heart skip a beat when he saw you staring at him, with pain in your eyes “I know you are tired of this and I am too” he said he kneel down in front of you “You do know that I love you right? I really do, all I want is you to trust and believe me” he said taking your hands on him “I----I have a very important meeting tonight” he said looking s