yoongi doesn’t have feelings. clinically speaking, sure, but he doesn’t show them, sure as hell doesn’t expose himself to namjoon of all people. he doesn’t want to want namjoon the way he does because that’s gross and gay and he’s not supposed to.

not supposed to

not supposed to?

what’s that even mean?

why does that even mean

something

to him.

and when he presses his lips to chapped ones at four o’ clock in the morning, too many ty verses and not enough time

the way that it’s not perfect but exactly how he imagined makes his heart shrivel up a little too much.