Chapter 1
Pandas (A Guide by Kris)
The March of 2011, Seoul's sky is abnormally clear and blue. Kris's mood, however, is like a snow avalanche rolling into an abyss. Wearing a mouth mask, he passes through the many fangirls gathered at the company's doors, all the while with a poker face.
As usual, the fangirls behind him start whispering excitedly among themselves, yet not one dares to approach him. He heard those rumors already, that the fans gathered at the front doors are afraid of him.
"That's great", he had said to Park Chanyeol who told him of these rumors. "Go tell them. Next time if they want me to smile, they have to pay me."
Close to 190 cm with the proportions of a model and a handsome face that seemed to have been sculpted by God himself. This unbelievably attractive trainee forever remains a hot topic among everyone.
However, the fangirls who gather at the front doors all know that he never would stop his footsteps to get a closer look at someone. Even if anyone is brave enough to go up to him to give a present, the godly man wouldn't even bother offering a smile in return.
Going through the large group of fangirls, Kris's face still held an stoic expression, no emotions shown on it. He quickens his footsteps, the frustration in his heart becoming bigger and bigger as he nears the company's doors.
From "Boys' Heaven" to "M1" to now, the company has proved that he most likely will be a member of the new boy group. This private agreement means that Kris's four years of training that made him go through torture and hell will finally come to an end.
Kris knows he should be happy, but as the rumored debut days nears, Kris's heart becomes colder and colder. For almost two months, the company has oddly had little news regarding any debuts. There are over a dozen trainees ready to debut, yet none of them even know how many members the new group will have.
On the exterior Kris's face remains passive and cold, yet on the inside his frustration is nearly driving him crazy.
What if the new group doesn't include him?
Kris doesn't dare think about the outcome of that. His mind goes back and forth through the faces of all those trainees. He doesn't doubt that the company can suddenly pull out or add new people. After all, this is SM Entertainment.
Pressing his thumb against the scanner, he passes through the open doors, a gust of cold air from the air conditioner above him greeting him. The cold air causes the gap where two of his teeth were pulled out to throb in pain.
To viciously pull out two teeth only for his face to look smaller on screens...
"It's normal", another trainee had told him.
What kind of a world is this? Kris doesn't dare to smile or think more on this subject. Reaching out his hand to pull his mouth mask higher, he tries to hide the swollen face due to pulling out his teeth.
From coming out of the dentist's office up until now, it has been two days since he hasn't set foot into the company. His gums were bleeding continuously and his face was swollen and enlarged. After sleeping for a day, he wakes up realizing his forehead was starting to burn from a fever until at l
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